Sunday, August 17, 2014
Dead Dog
I think my parents were abusive to my brother's dog. They wanted him to feel funny feelings. I was thinking of how the dog felt my dad would punish it emotionally if it's not on top of being a certain way that's weird.
Vocaroo
This is an old post. The 1st 2 songs of this are good, my singing starts right out loud when it comes in.
Record and upload voice >>
Record and upload voice >>
Let me be the 1 to know
ya'll are hyperactive. I already agreed not to try to steal someone famous all for myself. Ya'll all running around not knowing half of what's happening to you that didn't happen to me. *}:
So, I caught this--
This English singer just wants to know you could afford to take private voice, doesn't care about anything else in the singing world. Wants to rat on people like me who struggled for instruction and learning by oneself..
What more could a girl want than
co-friends to drive Josh Groban nuts? I don't like following him and posting on Twitter, but I like reading his Twitter.
Vocaroo
some ALW
with Josh Groban from concert linked via YouTube
LOUD singing by me - careful
Record music and voice >>
with Josh Groban from concert linked via YouTube
LOUD singing by me - careful
Record music and voice >>
Romeo and Juliet
There is a big fight that Josh Groban resides over even talent from church singing..
Humph!
People like Josh Groban out on their own welcomed by everyone for being famous living in LA as a good singer. I am so uncomfortable ATM (at the moment.)
We probably
already saw the South as good. Why tell people from coastal areas now they are shit? They already wanted to be the right way.
Problem
My dad and his oldest sister are in some transe that they can just be mean to me for no reason all the time.
My dad is an *beep*
My dad is idiotic. I told him how I didn't need parents, and he acted like it was a good laugh, that I would need my own parents to parent me and discipline me in *** perverted ways. Do you get the kind of idea I'm thinking of? Like go in and be mean to me as though I need punishment, all things from the past that others don't get punished for, things that weren't really all bad on my part if at all pertaining to them. They think they can be mean to me all the time cuz I'm not some robot.
Interesting..
Lindsey Stirling, an attractive young violinist from LA, is Tweeting Josh Groban, which makes me happy. I didn't get much of a response and am trying to be an actress, an open venue. I will post my singing and dancing when I am rich.
Saturday, August 16, 2014
When Your Offspring|Youth Start Using It
When young adults start to use something negative as a buffer for worse things not to happen.
When young adults want something in their sense of confidence against the fact that those older want us to lead ourselves.
When young adults want something in their sense of confidence against the fact that those older want us to lead ourselves.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Anyone want to discuss health of their body?
Age 0 - mother's milk
Age 1 - peas please
Age 2 - plain chicken and icky ketsup, that God awful stuff - corn
Age 3 - POP corn and CHOCOLATE milk
Age 4 - PBJ?
Age 10 - sandwiches with lotta ham and turkey and nothing else on white bread
Age 11 - not the sandwiches!
Age 12 - things like frozen eggrolls, Pizza Pockets at home watching CATS
Age 14 - hs - their burgers, pizzas, ..
Age 15-19 - very healthy
Age 20 - chicken and pasta
Age 21 - frozen hamburgers with spice on wheat bread, homemade pizza with spice
Age 22.. - tried to eat healthier
Age 24-5 - I became fatter in the end, pizza pockets, etc.., burgers with ketsup
Age 26-8 - maybe ate with fam sometimes
Present - Trying to diet again like when I was a teen - like, I just had a carrot. I want the total diet, but I'll have to have some fats, oils, and sweets for my metabolism. I wanna cook more, did some before but not much. Going back to sammiches, cooking dinners sometimes, stews, mushy rice and chicken.. smoothies, juice.. random veggies - not a fasting diet
Age 1 - peas please
Age 2 - plain chicken and icky ketsup, that God awful stuff - corn
Age 3 - POP corn and CHOCOLATE milk
Age 4 - PBJ?
Age 10 - sandwiches with lotta ham and turkey and nothing else on white bread
Age 11 - not the sandwiches!
Age 12 - things like frozen eggrolls, Pizza Pockets at home watching CATS
Age 14 - hs - their burgers, pizzas, ..
Age 15-19 - very healthy
Age 20 - chicken and pasta
Age 21 - frozen hamburgers with spice on wheat bread, homemade pizza with spice
Age 22.. - tried to eat healthier
Age 24-5 - I became fatter in the end, pizza pockets, etc.., burgers with ketsup
Age 26-8 - maybe ate with fam sometimes
Present - Trying to diet again like when I was a teen - like, I just had a carrot. I want the total diet, but I'll have to have some fats, oils, and sweets for my metabolism. I wanna cook more, did some before but not much. Going back to sammiches, cooking dinners sometimes, stews, mushy rice and chicken.. smoothies, juice.. random veggies - not a fasting diet
Ate
Cheese Stick
Hot Dog on Wheat with Katsup
Beef Raman Noodles with some Saltines
Carrot
Water
(Juice before)
Hot Dog on Wheat with Katsup
Beef Raman Noodles with some Saltines
Carrot
Water
(Juice before)
Enough for Me to Get Up After I Finish Eating
The truth is inappropriateness is inappropriateness. Ellen may think to laugh at a girl from Orlando dying from cancer who had a Spanish dad and exotic eyes who wanted to be a makeup artist. The truth is we all struggle with inappropriate things, and it's not any different the fact it's something inappropriate. We see people like Ellen needing to be inappropriate while she flails around explanations for her "beastliness" or whatever. She's constantly at people for who they are. If you're good, she'll find something little and be like, "Oh kay," while the problem is to do with the public thinking they are too old to be her kid or of someone her age.
Don't take this as the Gettysburgh Address, it's a topic that causes great pain of its existence. Sad it happens.. :( I don't mean anyone should not exist, but I know Ellen thinks she deserves to exist more cuz her mom apparently gave her whatever she wanted and needed. She has rounded up the Baby Boomers or Late Boomers and their parents generations as the only people with substance and that everyone else has to listen to their mistakes cuz they lived a better life. So, kick the dirt on the floor of asking money for the needy.
Don't take this as the Gettysburgh Address, it's a topic that causes great pain of its existence. Sad it happens.. :( I don't mean anyone should not exist, but I know Ellen thinks she deserves to exist more cuz her mom apparently gave her whatever she wanted and needed. She has rounded up the Baby Boomers or Late Boomers and their parents generations as the only people with substance and that everyone else has to listen to their mistakes cuz they lived a better life. So, kick the dirt on the floor of asking money for the needy.
Did you know
it's a practice in the New Orleans area to make unfortunate more important? Ellen thinks she's in power and the opposite- where she's from.
It should be about everyone fairly from what they earned, too. Some people, like me, make themselves independent in such success cuz they don't wanna give anything up.
It should be about everyone fairly from what they earned, too. Some people, like me, make themselves independent in such success cuz they don't wanna give anything up.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I'm trying to get into NYFA-
Don't like leaving home, but maybe it's time. It will be the length of 3 semesters. They have a conservatory program and a college program, even Dance. I chose the Associates in Film Acting, which is the length of 3 semesters. I can come home after a year.. Can't see why not. Unless they're just busy.
I think this program is based in LA.
Okay..
..I don't want people to say I suck just because Bella Thorne exists.. She's the new Nell Burton. What about people like Alexa Bravva, played by Polish actress Izabella Miko. She moved to America when she was 15. Are you going to just self-disrupt in jealousy over her, as well?
What do you think about people who say obvious things
in order to be seen as ***y? Like, did you know that you're all stereotyping on the same "original" boys?? Well, they stereotyped it, themselves. That's why they must care. They are way behind in the game. Even boys from a long time ago lost their chance and suffer today. They didn't know how to be seen as something like that and took on other roles and personas established.
Want to know what really boils me up?
People like Ellen and Depp from the South acting like they know what to do and like all along I haven't been this good, well-behaved, well-liked girl.
Airbender
The girl said she hadn't had that fun since a kid, and a dude said she was a kid. Why are people mean about if I'm a kid? Ellen spread it across the world? Really, though, not just being sarcastic?
Ironic
for someone like Josh Groban to think others trash with deserving more money than us. I am poor technically.
I just saw an ad
of a boy in soccer on Hotmail, and he looked like he dug up my past for doing soccer the summer before college.
Then there was this young girl in a McD commercial who rolled her head a lot quickly and spurted, "Awesome," somehow looked a bit like an old best friend.
Then there was this young girl in a McD commercial who rolled her head a lot quickly and spurted, "Awesome," somehow looked a bit like an old best friend.
Brat on Commercials
They got these kids to look bemused AT ME with a fish tank commercial getting to look at fish! They are not older than me, brats!
Friday, August 15, 2014
People
put the lid on Echo Boom if they're note famous but talented in the community NOT to become famous. Like I'm not even the right person?
Well, I have nothing impressive to say..
..I don't know why ya'll purposely replaced me with another person. How'd you like to feel that?
Sorry
Did you not like my compliments about that wild girl? I would love to be psychoanalyzed. I can't find anything positive about a bad egg! I mean, she is mean to me. Those words were more neutral, I think.
Sorry if you're real
Ellen. I didn't want to hurt ANYONE's feelings on my real blog, neither. I just included the background info., I guess.
Problem
Ellen is a wacko on Twitter today and always online. She just acted like she gives that girl attention as punishment. Doesn't she care about anything? Why should we care what we say about her if she is just plain mean to us? Who cares if I was upset at what she did? I'm not like everyone else, neither. She's just villainous. I am not like everyone else in that way, and that girl is vile, obnoxious, beastly, impulsive, reckless, unrefined a ha ha ha, and I found some other word I wish I could replace.. in the face of confronting others actually seems a bit thoughtless.. Those words are not all just shit, they describe a general and wild girl.
I don't care about that girl so much
she doesn't even wanna be on my Follow list. Well, she does, actually.
Let Ellen have her fun.
Let Ellen have her fun.
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Problem
I used to live going to school on a schedule.
Then, I lived at college near home. Now, I feel too old for the school environment and don't feel like doing their homework. I do wanna be a movie star, singer, dancer..
I am so stressed right now and don't feel like going to bed at this second and fear I will be awake soon. My hamster also wakes me up.
My dad got hot dogs, and I need something else. I do eat carrots and when I have my other veggies.
I wish my mom cooked my dad better food. They are adamant about my cooking, but like the next thing we're gonna have isn't ready and the last was finished off.
Then, I lived at college near home. Now, I feel too old for the school environment and don't feel like doing their homework. I do wanna be a movie star, singer, dancer..
I am so stressed right now and don't feel like going to bed at this second and fear I will be awake soon. My hamster also wakes me up.
My dad got hot dogs, and I need something else. I do eat carrots and when I have my other veggies.
I wish my mom cooked my dad better food. They are adamant about my cooking, but like the next thing we're gonna have isn't ready and the last was finished off.
Look at this weirdo
thinking he's me.
All smiles today shooting with @TylerGPosey & @ChloeGMoretz! Video coming soon to FOD! pic.twitter.com/MBOPvzz0wl
— Funny Or Die (@funnyordie) August 14, 2014
Why
do people like Ellen seem to really base divisions on race rather than anything about personality? No offense..
Too Bad
The topic of this post, but I made a point.
http://christina-ann-1986.blogspot.com/2014/08/imdb-soapbox_14.html
The 1 @ the lady in the hospital not on my shit list.
http://christina-ann-1986.blogspot.com/2014/08/imdb-soapbox_14.html
The 1 @ the lady in the hospital not on my shit list.
Instead of hurting others
why do adults hate us and prepare the red carpet that we're tacky before anyone can think twice that we "say" something?
What's so funny
and cutesy like "the thing" when you talk about me, think I have some secrets that are funny? Like, I'm really simple and my calculations "make things easy?"
It sounds like
major indians were Russian and minor indians were Chinese, and there was mixing and other races, like Japan and southern Asia|Pacific.
Like, Cherokee|Iroquois were Russian, and like Sioux and maybe Navajo were Chinese?
Like, Cherokee|Iroquois were Russian, and like Sioux and maybe Navajo were Chinese?
Now
Ellen does not think like a real person but a toy cuz she's in LA. She won't think through problems. She just expects there to be none, and honey they're ain't as long as freedom of speech exists.
IMDb - The Soapbox
The people here are agitated and on something.
It's made it hard to think and make my time here worth my services..
It's true.
After my class graduated, it was not about parental figures born 1961 and before, so it's not like that, now. Problem!
IMDb - The Soapbox
Who thinks Ellen is a hoax?
I said I don't wanna hear this fat, tacky lady from the mental hospital, she was huge and stupid on purpose. I don't wanna be turned into her for fun. She doesn't think. She thinks you just punish someone about something if something is a problem, and that's stupid as you just saw me indicate. It's too late, you gotta know this already, not wait for some stupid teens to grow up. I'm already 28.
Too Late
I'm less than perfect but wish I could help miserable people. But they all think I'm stupid shit not worth a crap.
I saw what happened
to the idea of racially accepting nonwhites who display the right signs. I caught Ellen, too, she'd ask, "The right signs of what?" or, "How stupid if no one knew what that meant?" She doesn't agree!..
Afterthoughts
Exhibit A
There was a lady named Ellen age 55 with a child named Christina age 20. She had a 2nd child age 10 named Bella.
Exhibit B
There was a lady named Ellen age 50 with a brother aged 60 with a child age 20. Her child was age 10.
There was a lady named Ellen age 55 with a child named Christina age 20. She had a 2nd child age 10 named Bella.
Exhibit B
There was a lady named Ellen age 50 with a brother aged 60 with a child age 20. Her child was age 10.
If the
DeGeneres's don't worry about the truth, I don't have much to worry about.
@ChloeGMoretz I think she'd like her, too. Chloe is from Georgia and NYC, and Bella is Latino and American and from SE FL.
— Christina Barrett (@ChrisAnnBarrett) August 14, 2014
Not Safe?
People in general do not agree with this, always talking about that girl when you talk to me..
My hamster just said I was kinder to the girl than others.
I bring it up cuz it's brought up it might be traumatic for my biological brain-
@LauraBenanti -cows, chickens, pigs
— josh groban (@joshgroban) August 14, 2014
My hamster just said I was kinder to the girl than others.
I bring it up cuz it's brought up it might be traumatic for my biological brain-
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Autistic Auntie?
Ellen thinks her point is something big the world knows, which does not mean she can say we're all shit. She sees no one is like their full potential, what Johnny Depp now does. That's not a reason to have a show.
That can't even be a reason for anything. It's not a reason, period! It's not a "reason."
That can't even be a reason for anything. It's not a reason, period! It's not a "reason."
Moreover
You treat me differently. Stop acting like I'm Asian amid what's not already bullshit. Have a freak out?
I'm not hurting you! There is bullshit present. No one is bullshit, things are, though, and you gotta know.
I'm not hurting you! There is bullshit present. No one is bullshit, things are, though, and you gotta know.
You know who you are..
..people like us are processing that Johnny Depp thinks we have something, not being famous, but you, you're famous.
I'm not pointing my finger at anyone. Maybe I am, but I'll say I'm not.
I'm not pointing my finger at anyone. Maybe I am, but I'll say I'm not.
What I Want to Say
is censored about someone's good character.
She doesn't like me. She wants it to look like I have issues of other people being in my life than certain ones.
I don't think Josh Groban would|does, neither. If you all love this girl go all and hurl at her. No offense. Quit wasting my life. Not everyone agrees. In fact, most people don't like ya'll..
No offense, I'm just saying. I feel you've done something to me. *Beep* I get along well with others. You are just so God damn jealous you gotta prove something else. Why am I even here? Where can I go where you won't be dissing my posts? Why don't you go all drool over her posts?
She doesn't like me. She wants it to look like I have issues of other people being in my life than certain ones.
I don't think Josh Groban would|does, neither. If you all love this girl go all and hurl at her. No offense. Quit wasting my life. Not everyone agrees. In fact, most people don't like ya'll..
No offense, I'm just saying. I feel you've done something to me. *Beep* I get along well with others. You are just so God damn jealous you gotta prove something else. Why am I even here? Where can I go where you won't be dissing my posts? Why don't you go all drool over her posts?
Problem
I will not accept that Ellen is punishing me by talking about Bella Thorne. She thinks I'm shit if I don't realize it, but she won't admit it. I don't wanna watch her show if it's about shit. I didn't say anyone was shit. I don't mean anyone is.
I don't mind her talking about Bella Thorne, but I feel she is just doing it to punish me, and I'm far too good and far too old to be punished for what I think and say. This is not your classic example of a failure. Who cares if I cursed about the shit that was done to me? Does she deserve to be treated better if she did it? Why worry if I said shit about her? Didn't she do shit to me, also? Didn't she keep on doing it and restarting it? Whatever she says that she's right, the whole army of the world puts her in check thinking she's wrong.
I don't mind her talking about Bella Thorne, but I feel she is just doing it to punish me, and I'm far too good and far too old to be punished for what I think and say. This is not your classic example of a failure. Who cares if I cursed about the shit that was done to me? Does she deserve to be treated better if she did it? Why worry if I said shit about her? Didn't she do shit to me, also? Didn't she keep on doing it and restarting it? Whatever she says that she's right, the whole army of the world puts her in check thinking she's wrong.
More
@ Forever 21 like for the Ellen Show found another nice kinda hot pink tights and a pearly pink shirt, long sleeves, for Disney. I checked Hallmark and found a tiny stuffed Beanie pink turtle keychain for my collection. I got the only pony maybe I've seen with both wings and horn.
I used to work
At a school uniform store, could sell normal clothes again at a tiny kids clothes store @ the mall! Looking for a part time worker.
You think @ the South
Being less substantial, but there's something weird @ Florida.. think @ Johnny Depo.
IMDb - The Soapbox
What order would you put career goal types to pick?
1) Actress - like Zoeey Deschanel in Elf of some other major aesthetic role of the times
- - - which would include me posting my singing and dancing online
(2) Organ
(3) Producer|Director or Animator
- - - which would include me posting my singing and dancing online
(2) Organ
(3) Producer|Director or Animator
Movie
I just ordered Elf with Zooey Deschanel. $11 which includes shipping+handling, take a week maybe to get here. Also waiting on stuff to spray on public toilets.
I just realized
Sarah Brightman acts like an old best friend who watched Andrew Lloyd
Webber young. She has old parents. Anyway, the thing Sarah Brightman
does is act sorta fat and tacky with a soft, girly voice. My friend
wondered why people like her parents better, and now people like Ellen
DeGeneres support saying you are your parents so much and I disagree.
(I took down the original post I made on this topic.)
Edit: Also, sounds bewildered with big eyes open and I don't mean to be nasty to you 2 but like there's nothing there for you.
It's hard I keep editing this. I'm looking into the nature of someone annoying to me who didn't answer me, who acts mean sometimes if you think about it. You can think that of me, but it might not be true. I have a freedom to talk about what is real, somehow, though. The point is they seem similar. I didn't say exactly no, but it's rather interesting. It's like she wants to meet her. Why not, then? Let's get things going. Everyone wants to have a turn. LOL!
So, you can do that, though I don't think it healthy, but it's funny.
(I took down the original post I made on this topic.)
Edit: Also, sounds bewildered with big eyes open and I don't mean to be nasty to you 2 but like there's nothing there for you.
It's hard I keep editing this. I'm looking into the nature of someone annoying to me who didn't answer me, who acts mean sometimes if you think about it. You can think that of me, but it might not be true. I have a freedom to talk about what is real, somehow, though. The point is they seem similar. I didn't say exactly no, but it's rather interesting. It's like she wants to meet her. Why not, then? Let's get things going. Everyone wants to have a turn. LOL!
So, you can do that, though I don't think it healthy, but it's funny.
Edit
1st post of this day
Sorry, I forgot to be careful around people other than that girl and didn't realize the nature of my audience.
Sorry, I forgot to be careful around people other than that girl and didn't realize the nature of my audience.
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