Saturday, August 30, 2014
Help, I need help.
Ever since I got really upset once and actually hit things, like my sofa, in my room, my aunt's been traveling to see me and does not seem to be doing well. I think she has done it like 4 times as of soon. I think she is trying to make me feel uncomfortable, incessively. She's with my Gramma and will only be here a couple hours this time.
I realize this is inappropriate, but that's how I ended up forming my thoughts and writing.
Also, you'd need to know, she does not claim to read my blog, but my parents know when I do this I recently found, if I scream. They wouldn't tell her, though. Some people watch me on a secret camera, though they are far from perfect. This means she is in on things like this, I just realized.
Bare in mind the sincerity of my post. WWYD? You may help me out with next time I write all this about a problem.. people these days sure don't know how to e-mail nor post online with everyone.
I am also concerned they will do something to me for saying she does this "incessively" though it is an honest topic and writing without extra insults to hurt her nor anyone.
She also has visited with my brother all of a sudden, to celebrate his success in college. I don't want this incessant feeling to be involved with me of secret messages from her, like I need a mom, because I already wanted to be like friends with her before.. this is merely an attack at her disagreements with me, not that I did anything wrong. Her changing her lifestyle is a suggestive attempt but not quite like this. I sorta feel at this point it doesn't matter and it may not be exactly "what" is affecting me. It's a "secret" message with an "excuse."
I almost used the word "shit" in this post, and I am stuck with a secret message from the experimenters that when I reach the end of a line I should think about "me using that word 'to my aunt.'" She used that word a lot in my presence, I'm enough proud to say.
I am not willing to let it get by that kids younger than me deserve the sweeter and stellar generation as their parental generation without me saying I don't have parents as much, at all. I will not be raised at age 28 by backwards people who had their chance with me. There are boundaries for people like that. You want me to be your parental figure for you? Then, you listen! You think what you do doesn't mean anything to anyone. That's all that seems to count, what you really mean. Everyone has a chance. No one agrees with this. I do agree we need to be nice to older people, but there's something about people born around 1950. Some older people have things, too.
You know, I was with a lady and her granddaughter, I'm pretty sure, maybe Italian or possibly Spanish, and I didn't shave and someone thought I misbehaved recently, and she said, "You will not watch me undress." Now, people are all over like I did something, but I didn't. My life is horrible. I like to shave, but the meds make me tired and forgetful probably.
Also, these people experimenting on my just denied me, again, like I'm no good. I can express what I think. It comes on as a splash of inappropriateness, and you probably know what I'd say.
I realize this is inappropriate, but that's how I ended up forming my thoughts and writing.
Also, you'd need to know, she does not claim to read my blog, but my parents know when I do this I recently found, if I scream. They wouldn't tell her, though. Some people watch me on a secret camera, though they are far from perfect. This means she is in on things like this, I just realized.
Bare in mind the sincerity of my post. WWYD? You may help me out with next time I write all this about a problem.. people these days sure don't know how to e-mail nor post online with everyone.
I am also concerned they will do something to me for saying she does this "incessively" though it is an honest topic and writing without extra insults to hurt her nor anyone.
She also has visited with my brother all of a sudden, to celebrate his success in college. I don't want this incessant feeling to be involved with me of secret messages from her, like I need a mom, because I already wanted to be like friends with her before.. this is merely an attack at her disagreements with me, not that I did anything wrong. Her changing her lifestyle is a suggestive attempt but not quite like this. I sorta feel at this point it doesn't matter and it may not be exactly "what" is affecting me. It's a "secret" message with an "excuse."
I almost used the word "shit" in this post, and I am stuck with a secret message from the experimenters that when I reach the end of a line I should think about "me using that word 'to my aunt.'" She used that word a lot in my presence, I'm enough proud to say.
I am not willing to let it get by that kids younger than me deserve the sweeter and stellar generation as their parental generation without me saying I don't have parents as much, at all. I will not be raised at age 28 by backwards people who had their chance with me. There are boundaries for people like that. You want me to be your parental figure for you? Then, you listen! You think what you do doesn't mean anything to anyone. That's all that seems to count, what you really mean. Everyone has a chance. No one agrees with this. I do agree we need to be nice to older people, but there's something about people born around 1950. Some older people have things, too.
You know, I was with a lady and her granddaughter, I'm pretty sure, maybe Italian or possibly Spanish, and I didn't shave and someone thought I misbehaved recently, and she said, "You will not watch me undress." Now, people are all over like I did something, but I didn't. My life is horrible. I like to shave, but the meds make me tired and forgetful probably.
Also, these people experimenting on my just denied me, again, like I'm no good. I can express what I think. It comes on as a splash of inappropriateness, and you probably know what I'd say.
Friday, August 29, 2014
Laughed So Hard
at Ellen in the ride.
I remember it was because once "the program" for her was school, and for us nothing works. Nothing makes anyone like people around my age.
I remember it was because once "the program" for her was school, and for us nothing works. Nothing makes anyone like people around my age.
Someone tell me if this is legal.
Or go buy it..?
It is the best example of music I can think of. The singing after has good moments.
It is the best example of music I can think of. The singing after has good moments.
In like 2 minutes
I read the sample prologue of Miss Peregrine and the Peculiar Children, which Tim Burton is releasing I think for Christmas.
Thursday, August 28, 2014
I watched
some of Ellen today with Emma Stone.
My, she's getting older. )': Still is there for the "kids" or teens rather.
My, she's getting older. )': Still is there for the "kids" or teens rather.
I'm tired
of seeing people just be mean to me like I'm a bad person when they're lying and invasive and doing it for their own pleasure.
Problem
People in Orlando can't get enough of calling me Asian when I don't like it. Making fun of me. Pretending to mimic me. Going around coming up with jokes.
I'm gonna look into Irish Dancing
I'm busy with my money @ Disney, though, but I'd like to know about my options.
I am definitely
still growing and developing. I don't sit in my room and read, I post on my blog, on message boards, I go out and go to the movies and watch TV, and I post on the most popular boards online.
Even if your life is messed up
The way I fixed my brother's is how I hope I can have a child with a better life than I had socially and behavior-wise.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
IMDb
Ellen DeGeneres
Yea, I guess she has some tender spots to her career and success. That's nice to know cuz we're like all worked up and don't even know if we should watch the show.
Yea, I guess she has some tender spots to her career and success. That's nice to know cuz we're like all worked up and don't even know if we should watch the show.
Why do people
attack me and tell me I'm "what" I get from my parents and it's shitty shit shit? I don't like how they come on sometimes.
What pleasure do you have
in showing off how you feel comforted so much and showing off to kids they were bad.. but then also there's people like me who didn't do anything who you never give a chance while you give others a chance?
Even in
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, those Generation Z kids are not treated as well as the comforts Johnny Depp has.
So
Don't listen to adults. They don't really care about us. They might act like it's okay sometimes but tacky. Look at the downward spiral of our lives at present and nearer past.
All These Kids
Getting in trouble for being like those 2 friends who would not write back nor say why they stopped posting to me.
Why I Might Not Dye My Hair
I think it could get natural highlights. I wish I were prettier, not sure what's wrong, maybe time will tell.
You know, I didn't get accepted by talent agencies. I guess they want the ugly girls whose skin is stretched by bone.
You know, I didn't get accepted by talent agencies. I guess they want the ugly girls whose skin is stretched by bone.
I just don't get it.
I would love my children a lot and they would be successful with a successful momma. I just am not in a position to dislike if someone else came along. No pointing fingers here. It's just something that ALWAYS is. The only reason I decided to have a daughter was to recreate who I never could be cuz of how old I was.
Now
Remember the scene when Willy Wonka eats the smashed up caterpillars? All the boys think that means that cool part means only they are cool.
"Quirky Situations, Mild Action and Language"
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..
They think it's quirky for someone else to be cool than just Late Boomers and their kids born in 1997-8.
They think it's quirky for someone else to be cool than just Late Boomers and their kids born in 1997-8.
Some wonder
is it wrong to pleasure Late Boomers, tho? It's wrong to just pleasure them and not according to who someone is apart from age.
Think tho how much more comfortable it is for Late Boomers and their daughters. Like, they don't feel as humiliated.
Think tho how much more comfortable it is for Late Boomers and their daughters. Like, they don't feel as humiliated.
So
Ellen, I guess some people have problems and our thoughts keep going, like we have extra thoughts, like we're old Chinese people.
Why
to make someone feel welcome would only certain people have to make up something like this for others?
Well
It's a big topic for me most of my life. You can chose to believe certain things. I said, I'm not pointing fingers. I don't see why there'd usually be anything wrong with that. I'm sure this is done. I'm not sure how loved I am with how dark my hair is now. It was too dark and straight when I was a little girl.
Okay
No, I don't make Late Boomers, or people born around 1960, "feel good" about being too young to have to have had kids my age. It's just something I do in general, not pointing fingers.
Ha ha! How ^important^ could it be for select individuals? Chose by age! Another, sorting not by personality but things like race and age!
Ha ha! How ^important^ could it be for select individuals? Chose by age! Another, sorting not by personality but things like race and age!
What do you think?
PA is not a key state. Try NY, I have blood there. I don't care @ NYC.
PA is full of mad indians.
PA is full of mad indians.
I see.
Brittany likes where up north her family is from. Well, mine are closer to Ellen's city's ancestors, though I like the state her relatives live in.
Noticed
So, whatever the creative reason, Elln put Brittany Snow from Florida on the far side with 3 people and Chloe Moretz close to her with 3 other people, the other 2 being more romantic, and Chloe is from Georgia. I don't know what to feel about that except that it doesn't matter and wouldn't for anyone unless they were her daughter. I would just think Brittany Snow would be put closer and Chloe Moretz farther. I do want to go up north or travel around Florida. Being up north rather than Florida is a benefit. I am not quite sure why we're here. It was supposedly the only place my dad could find a good enough job. I live in Disney World, though.. Otherwise, it's for the beach. I was born here, and it's a dream. I am sad it is so small, maybe most people don't wish to "relocate." I saw people like in NY who don't know how harsh and evil and violent it is in Orlando. What did little Chloe Moretz do that Brittany Snow did not? Now, I really need to go up north! D': It's better in some and many ways. If you like and worship the sun like me, you have another side that feels the cold and coming snow is more "human." I almost feel it's an insult to me what she did. She probably thought up some reason and attached it to it. I already said I think I see it doesn't matter, but I mean it doesn't make sense and it does matter when there's a situation. I'm not complaining saying don't do it but rather find it very interesting. Interesting to know why. I think it's just about who's more Southern. Sadly, it's not like you know older people when you get outta school with teachers and such, it seems. Maybe, sitting close to Ellen for a little while was not a list of 100 things to do before you die, dunno. I know sparks would fly. I dunno. It doesn't make sense. Maybe, it was a rapport of maybe again someday like 10 years prior. I need to watch that clip. No harm intended, just wondering why Brittany was placed far away, like anyone from Florida would be who has northern parents, which I have 1 and 1 non-Caucasian. I've seen Latinos get it with Ellen, I feel. So..
There are like
9 15 minute videos of Ellen singing. I prefer Josh Groban. So much! Too much! Seriously, I have to do it by steps I may forget now.
I'd like to know
Ellen hates brunettes? No, some are better than some blondes, that's for sure. I'm serious, mathematically. Not making up a fight.
Funny
Nothing about independence spells Ellen DeGeneres. Wonder what her look-alikes do.
The joke is that I thought me being upset about what she did secretly to me was my independent responsibility to handle sanely.. and what I write on my blog is what I write. It should not be mean but was frustration or shoulda been. I hope that people wish I have a silver lining in the clouds. I mean, my frustration was not silver linings.
The joke is that I thought me being upset about what she did secretly to me was my independent responsibility to handle sanely.. and what I write on my blog is what I write. It should not be mean but was frustration or shoulda been. I hope that people wish I have a silver lining in the clouds. I mean, my frustration was not silver linings.
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
This is interesting.
I am giving up money I don't have to act and can't seem to settle a nice life with a job and be productive as much at the same time.
I found average rates for an extra is like $850/day and commercials maybe $2,000.
The acting is more responsive than being a singer, which is hard to get sponsored at all it seems unless you've been taking lessons and have a developed voice. I can't afford a good teacher and use my money to go to Disney since that's where I live now.
I found average rates for an extra is like $850/day and commercials maybe $2,000.
The acting is more responsive than being a singer, which is hard to get sponsored at all it seems unless you've been taking lessons and have a developed voice. I can't afford a good teacher and use my money to go to Disney since that's where I live now.
Contacted by an Agent
Don't have money upfront, options:
-no agent, pay less per month, don't know where
-agent $199/yr, $119/6 months, $69.90/3 months
I get paid the 1st. She'll call then.
-no agent, pay less per month, don't know where
-agent $199/yr, $119/6 months, $69.90/3 months
I get paid the 1st. She'll call then.
People expect you to be too perfect
and put you in harsh settings. They got what they asked for. I'll never make it.
I would..
..be okay with not going to Disney, but so long as I can I will.
I wanna blast outta here and to the scenes of Hollywood, LA..
I wanna blast outta here and to the scenes of Hollywood, LA..
Hardest Race to Be
Native American Indian
Thanks for the help, Italians and Spanish. It meant the world.
All I can say is no it's not as much as being full Native American etc.
Thanks for the help, Italians and Spanish. It meant the world.
All I can say is no it's not as much as being full Native American etc.
IMDb - The Soapbox
On Forensic Files last night, a Palestinian family in the US killed their daughter for acting like a white and dating to marry black. She was also in trouble for working, at a fast food place.
I would have never known because they said their daughter pulled a knife on them if they didn't give her $5,000.
I think the father was sentenced to death but died of natural causes in prison prior, and the mother is in prison for life. It's sad how bad prison is. They should be able to do what everyone else does but under supervision and treated for psychosis.
I would have never known because they said their daughter pulled a knife on them if they didn't give her $5,000.
I think the father was sentenced to death but died of natural causes in prison prior, and the mother is in prison for life. It's sad how bad prison is. They should be able to do what everyone else does but under supervision and treated for psychosis.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Topic Started by Pinky
Re: The Myth Of White Privilege (and what Ferguson is All About)
THE Teenage Experience
does not seem to go on in the streets of Orlando. Kids had quite an experience, as well.
Monday, August 25, 2014
I would
work but am still too weak. It's the medicine.
I'm for real. My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.
I'm for real. My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.
So Tired
I had a vivid dream recently I was on the bus to Disney and it was safe.
It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.
It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.
People aren't perfect.
Is it true Ellen wants her fanbase to dis good people like me for her support, however that would make sense if it did?
OK
I looked up some of Chloe Sevigny. Would love to meet her!
To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.
To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.
Something Generation Crossed
Bella Thorne and I both have hair that's got some red in it but are trying for a nice natural tone with blonde.
Basically
For people who are 16-18, it's not like Josh Groban is the basic need of their life, it's being the best.
Aw, does that make you cry? I hope not. I didn't intend for that.
Aw, does that make you cry? I hope not. I didn't intend for that.
So
Tell me why my mom has cancer. Is it my dad's fault? I want a mom. Does he think people are shit??
Watching That Vid
I'm loading it to my YouTube privately.
Why even have the other children? Give em what I want. We don't need them doing anything else.
Why even have the other children? Give em what I want. We don't need them doing anything else.
I don't get it.
I'm having troubles feeling like a kid born in 1997|8 and I feel invaded about my dad's age compared to others. It's okay to talk about it, but I'm sure this situation is and isn't perfect. Just saying. I can fix it myself. I was thinking of myself having a kid like someone born in 1997|8, not sure when that time will come, like 2009, too.
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
Posts
Ellen DeGeneres
Posting as Christina Ann J Barrett (Not you?)
Christina Ann J BarrettMy life is revolving around you and your show starting up. There are also other plans. I mean personal things to keep 1 happy..?
Trendi Kendi · NCUHi Ellen.I am Kendra Williams. I sent you my story via email. I do hope you read it someday...I am from the island of Dominica. I would love to be a part of your show but don't have an American visa.I am sorry love your spirit.keep being sweet- Christina Ann J BarrettI know, I heard it was hard to get a VISA. America can be a mess, but I hope you are ready when you do come. :) For example, in Florida, it feels so pieced together. Not many people here with very ancient ancestors from here. I have no clue what it's like in a more united country..?
Ashley Anderton Russell · TCCKeller, TX....i need to tell u some funny stories that have haunted me my entire life. i can make them funny now...it still effects me but i'd love to meet you
- Christina Ann J BarrettSounds like you've been experiencing a nice full and active life. I think I could find stories, myself. Sometimes, it's just the mood and the people you're with. LOL! See, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, and it's made me who I am today..?
No, let's talk about it more. I'm guessing Florida has the least native residents from any culture relating to the nature of the area. They dilute you and tell you your ancestry is overrated and rather dead. I don't even know what it's like there anymore, but it seems race is a big issue, like Southern European versus Mid-Northern European. See, I visited there, and I mean it looks like a spot on the map. We live more socially rather than of the city. However, what I love and find in its history is its beautiful farmland and learning what it's like up north, as my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and as anyone knows a younger mom. (Well, someone once said a young mom is 15, hers..)
I'm interested in the South, too, in the U.S. After all, it's European, like my dad. I lived there all my life. I've been up north for college, and it turned me into a Northerner. My family all moved to the South. They live in Florida..
I feel connected to you because I found that the New Orleans area had an affinity to Texas more than Mississippi. Mississippi is more like Florida.
(I hope it is okay I posted all this here. If not, let me know. Thanks!)
So, I'm gonna get into this and post it today.
So, the older kids or kids with older parents pretty themselves more basically. The younger ones look more stern in European but "feel good" and appear cute in a crowd.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
It looks like
my dreams never will come true, cuz everything is give and take.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Movie
The girl in front when she turns and stuff looks complicated like I did at 10, which makes sense.
Why not just forget about people.
You literally tell the kids born in 1997-8 they are better. You tell us we "aren't" that.
You.. people.
You.. people.
Last Post
The little girl kicked her foot and fell into the lady who like held her up. She looked around and stuff.
What right do you have
to sort people as better or worse by the year they were born? In the picture I post on this post, the older girl looks prettier, but the younger 1 is too lazy to look more like that yet still gets a good experience, while the other is an inbetweener generation in the landmarks of generations.
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
Did you ever consider
non-Pennsylvanians to not be all as organized and pepped as they're cracked up to be?
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Video
Chloe keeps battling like she's older than all these people, like me, bossing me around to say to make it look good, thinking she's more Southern, though Georgia is a Southern state, different from New Orleans and Florida.
Comment on That Video
on the shorter 1
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
Interesting
I don't have an extraneous problem about myself having parents not from up north cuz I heard it was bad if you didn't. I don't think that's how things ended up rolling out, as much as people seemed to deny it.
Brittany Snow is Floridian..
Sad @ My Mom
I don't want this to be it. I need someone. She seems like she's about to die. Ellen might be an excuse for others who hurt her and made her like this, or it was just the stress from the car accidents. I was upset when I saw her in glasses. I've told her to slow down. She never listened, like my brother, didn't listen to me.
So..
..I got some pills that deflect pre-diabetes and helps with diabetes. I take 12 pills, now.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Singing is Farting
Remember?
Anyone who's sung significantly is Josh Groban material, but now these Late Boomer parents sheild young people from singing unless they are outta-this-world objects of pleasure.
Anyone who's sung significantly is Josh Groban material, but now these Late Boomer parents sheild young people from singing unless they are outta-this-world objects of pleasure.
Problemos
I don't want my dad's m********ing hands on me, I wanted the experience in school theater, but that teacher barely put her finger on me.
I don't mean
to be mean to anyone, but sometimes I get really mad, usually just at Ellen. Why act like, oh, I'm attracted to Ellen, must listen?
Satisfaction
What do you get for being racist to me, when you shouldn't know me as anything but white? I don't care what your heritage is and what it means to you.
Think about it, you "admit" something that isn't true.
Call someone else that who isn't.
You didn't earn your heritage. I did.
You must think you're pretty magical.
Think about it, you "admit" something that isn't true.
Call someone else that who isn't.
You didn't earn your heritage. I did.
You must think you're pretty magical.
Question
So, do you think I'm still 2 years old? I'm not uneducated on what it is to want to be white.
Friday, August 22, 2014
Think of all I was
for Tim Burton and what he did, but he never accepted it cuza my race and now the world is tortured. No offense to him. I just must report what goes unseen. I was quite impressive. I also blame Orlando. Sorry, they are and can be so sweet.
Just watch a Jewish person and see if it's good, too.
Just watch a Jewish person and see if it's good, too.
I figured it out.
I must get over my Orlando addiction. People used to be too violent to rule out those who are less than perfect.
Has anyone seen..
"What If?" I thought it'd be a nice show. It just let me know people were sarcastic to the actor of Harry Potter. I mean racist. He is Jewish, not sure how much..
The show showed an image of him with a new girl I've never seen before.
The show showed an image of him with a new girl I've never seen before.
Freaky
I said
By challenging good people, I also was not being sarcastic.
I'm sitting this 1 out.
Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things. She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"
By challenging good people, I also was not being sarcastic.
Adults online cannot hurt bad people
cuz they do it for fun but mainly because the adults are prejudiced to the real online experience cuz lotta people never got a blog and never posted much online or on the Soapbox on IMDb.
I want my job now.
I don't wanna just sit at home. The thing is I wanted to be in the military. Ultimately, I wanna be an actor, singer, ballerina. I can only seem to pick 2.
People are always
spewing negativity at me. What happened to the happy thoughts?
If I leave home since I'm an adult I will still be bothered.
If I leave home since I'm an adult I will still be bothered.
What If
Europe copied us and now has American problems? Like, coming to an end of being stimulating about something, like an orchestra, when watching it again.
The only reason I seem bad
is because my parents aren't both all white. Other people can be fancy at home. I'm home a lot.
How Could It Get in a Man?
I think Johnny Depp still is all he said he was and not worse than Tim Burton. It's so annoying he just is afraid to be it because he thinks my dad and other dads of people my age would rather us be in trouble.
Don't worry about how I posted this, like "How do I think it could get in a man?" I'm not being sarcastic.
Don't worry about how I posted this, like "How do I think it could get in a man?" I'm not being sarcastic.
I'm sitting this 1 out.
Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things. She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Another 1 to Wish You Could Bother Chasing After
Someone keeps thinking negatively of me, but it's just "important." Like, it was that I wasn't substantial emotionally for others, but I am. I don't touch people a lot, don't get ot. I majored and was kicked out of Music Education, which pro singers can major in.
Ice Bucket
Recently, coincidentally, I swelled up and was dying to get dry under the covers I threw on me from the floor by my sofa.
I don't like this.
I'm not a slave to this girl. I don't need to sit here and zone in on someone who doesn't appreciate me. I have my own needs to be met.
So..
..these people are escalating the level of their talking about a girl to me online. 1 started, the next followed, and the other increased it. They don't really seem to have anything to say. Too bad they don't get a blog.
Also, they're just doing it to hurt me. They pretend I'm bad.
I didn't say they had to stop, I said what was going on. They seem to not really be on the ball, in some way, and I am uninterested in what this says to me. Why would I sit here at a time like this and have an intimate conversation about stupid things and things others do like that? Maybe, this post isn't for them. It's for other people.
Also, they're just doing it to hurt me. They pretend I'm bad.
I didn't say they had to stop, I said what was going on. They seem to not really be on the ball, in some way, and I am uninterested in what this says to me. Why would I sit here at a time like this and have an intimate conversation about stupid things and things others do like that? Maybe, this post isn't for them. It's for other people.
What I See
I don't see, my cousin and brother will be jealous of me, so that's why we can chose to treat her like them. I see, I don't like Christina, so I treat her like she's in trouble.
Well
You never cared what I said really. So, how could my true opinion interfere? I meant no harm.
Do you play with yourself?
Do you play with yourself?
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
I mean..
..I feel people are going on and on pretending I am a bad person. People all get to live on the suggestion those people are spoiled, but when will they excel?
Freedom of Speech
Mum's not the word. xxxxxx
Freedom of Speech
Mum's not the word. xxxxxx
Why
would anyone get to think I'm bad, now? You all hurt me. I wasn't being mean. I got the message today that maybe I was fighting. Maybe, that's why. Why should I accept being mistreated? I'm not Jesus and I don't believe in that part of the New Testament.
Why would I get in trouble
for you knowing my race? Didn't it help people understand I have problems? Instead, they made it worse for me.
It's like you think I don't have a shot at trying to be "the one."
Think over my 1st question|statement, 1st.
Do you wanna help me out and tell me why you think I'm different? Johnny Depp is well-off and he is part black, with an ancestor as the 1st freed black lady.
It's like you think I don't have a shot at trying to be "the one."
Think over my 1st question|statement, 1st.
Do you wanna help me out and tell me why you think I'm different? Johnny Depp is well-off and he is part black, with an ancestor as the 1st freed black lady.
Easily Figured
To get a Josh Groban tattoo is not as esteemed as looking like him in some way. So, when you say oh but that's not a tattoo, it's not, but the tattoo isn't supposed to be the only thing that makes you a fan over all others. So, that good feeling was for a different decision.
Monday, August 18, 2014
Like OMG do you know?
Josh Groban is trying to act like he knows the South and people from Florida don't.
Problem
Why do these select people mistreat me? I am to be respected, but ya'll get mad when something about my race comes up. This didn't happen in grade school..
Note
To my aunt on Facebook posting to her sister's daughter.
Why did you post this to her wall? You know, you're not more my mom because of your age being closer to my dad. You were putting your face in mine like you were even kissing me when you visit me all mad and honestly rather tacky. You're just another person. I don't feel love for your age being close to my dad.. You're too late to do that. I'm 28.
Why did you post this to her wall? You know, you're not more my mom because of your age being closer to my dad. You were putting your face in mine like you were even kissing me when you visit me all mad and honestly rather tacky. You're just another person. I don't feel love for your age being close to my dad.. You're too late to do that. I'm 28.
***
I just took a test. It's about addiction.
Below are the results from your test.
We have compared your answers with people who have been diagnosed with sex addiction. Your answers have met a score based on six criteria that indicate sex addiction is present.
In addition there are certain subscales to further confirm that a problem exists. The following patterns emerged in your answers:
•A profile consistent with women who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
•A profile consistent with homosexual men who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
The SAST measures key characteristics of addiction. The following dimensions of an addictive disorder appeared in your answers:
•Preoccupation: obsessive thinking about *** behavior, opportunities, and fantasies
•Loss of control: inability to stop behavior despite commitments to self and others and despite problems caused by behavior
•Relationship disturbance: *** behavior has created significant relationship problems
•Affect disturbance: significant depression, despair, or anxiety over *** behavior
It's clear as crystal to me. I chose those answers.
Below are the results from your test.
We have compared your answers with people who have been diagnosed with sex addiction. Your answers have met a score based on six criteria that indicate sex addiction is present.
In addition there are certain subscales to further confirm that a problem exists. The following patterns emerged in your answers:
•A profile consistent with women who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
•A profile consistent with homosexual men who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
The SAST measures key characteristics of addiction. The following dimensions of an addictive disorder appeared in your answers:
•Preoccupation: obsessive thinking about *** behavior, opportunities, and fantasies
•Loss of control: inability to stop behavior despite commitments to self and others and despite problems caused by behavior
•Relationship disturbance: *** behavior has created significant relationship problems
•Affect disturbance: significant depression, despair, or anxiety over *** behavior
It's clear as crystal to me. I chose those answers.
Let's all just calm down.
"I have stayed in romantic relationships after they became emotionally or physically abusive.
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