Hi

Hi, Josh.  I want you to know I take it seriously your personal life..

I've decided that I will accept you for what you tell me.  It's hard to remember, I just took a walk.

About seeing if I can accept your decisions for others, I had some opinion.

For what you tell me, I mean I still will accept you, as in its original meaning.  I can't remember exactly what I was thinking now..

I want to know why you're so disgusted at me.. Oh, you didn't really tell me anything, but in the world of codes and possible meanings of how you see someone.  I just am in sorta a rage and have 3 mental disorders: schizophrenia, autism, and bipolar.  I guess that makes me even trashier, but try telling the psychiatrist and therapist they are not inborn.  You can see I'm fighting a losing battle.

I just don't remember what it was, it was something more amazing....but I mean yea I will still see if you make sense to me.

I don't understand your anger.  I don't really do everything Ellen DeGeneres tells me.  I said..hard to even remember..

(1) How would you feel if you were always told about someone else when you are talked to by someone as though it's your fault.  I mean, did you even consider this a possibility of happening?  Surely, you don't like it.  If you like the girl, that's fine, but this is ridiculous.  I'm not totally denying what you do.  I see you're in a trap, but I see you dealt with it.  I'm just talking about it.  I am guessing you don't talk about that stuff, and I'm worried it'll make you mad I did it.

(2) This was funny actually--you think I'm trash when you make all that money and I don't get anything for all I've done which is already an insult?  What does this have to do with the girl?  Yes, I'm poor.  I might be Middle Class.  I'm trying to comfort you about your secrets.  Are you happy about being rich?  Can you accept it?  Are you comfortable??  Isn't it some great prize you finally attained?  You can see I don't have many friends and talk like I'm my dad.  You seem to think it more a moral situation.

So

Whites attack Chinese, but Chinese don't attack whites.

Where You're From

It's all the angle you look at things that makes the difference in IQ.

I notice

people using the rules of race to their advantage only when put on the spotlight..

So

Let Asians chose.

Crossing the Border

So, Ellen has crossed borders, I didn't dislike her for that.

So

Spanish people know whites will come to them for their Latino heritage.

Leave Asians alone.

They look funny cuz they have a different ancient culture.  I have white genes, and I think the genes from the dad have already been said to count..

I just made a convincing argument.

If you have a comment, say it, don't spray it.

Otherwise, I should be good to go.

Should I..

..be accepted as all white because it's a race you'd be if you had white skin?  If I like being white, shouldn't I?  I feel people think I'm black or I look Asian or I'm shaped like a different animal.  You all give other non-whites benefits I don't have.  I'm sure it's happened to other Asians.  Let's talk like I'm white and I'm in the game and I'm not a loser?  The only problem is up until now no one seems to have been a winner, so everyone still had a chance.  Is this the kind of language you're talking?

Instagram

Trash?

That's a good idea.  I seriously have nothing to do.

What do you guys think of the posts I've posted on living in Saint Augustine, FL, the nation's oldest continuing city, founded in 1565?  If you haven't read them, it's like a girl's fantasy to live in the Renaissance..  Most people there don't talk about it.

Dead Dog

I think my parents were abusive to my brother's dog.  They wanted him to feel funny feelings.  I was thinking of how the dog felt my dad would punish it emotionally if it's not on top of being a certain way that's weird.

Vocaroo

This is an old post.  The 1st 2 songs of this are good, my singing starts right out loud when it comes in.


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Loud
end is Loud



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Let me be the 1 to know

ya'll are hyperactive.  I already agreed not to try to steal someone famous all for myself.  Ya'll all running around not knowing half of what's happening to you that didn't happen to me.  *}:

So, I caught this--

This English singer just wants to know you could afford to take private voice, doesn't care about anything else in the singing world.  Wants to rat on people like me who struggled for instruction and learning by oneself..

What more could a girl want than

co-friends to drive Josh Groban nuts?  I don't like following him and posting on Twitter, but I like reading his Twitter.

Vocaroo

some ALW

with Josh Groban from concert linked via YouTube

LOUD singing by me - careful


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Romeo and Juliet

There is a big fight that Josh Groban resides over even talent from church singing..

Day in and out

do you wanna hear about your non-white race?

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ALW with Josh Groban from last night..


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1's enough

That duet.  Should I watch more, eventually?

Humph!

People like Josh Groban out on their own welcomed by everyone for being famous living in LA as a good singer.  I am so uncomfortable ATM (at the moment.)

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ALW like Josh Groban's concert



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We probably

already saw the South as good.  Why tell people from coastal areas now they are shit?  They already wanted to be the right way.

Instagram

Problem

My dad and his oldest sister are in some transe that they can just be mean to me for no reason all the time.

My dad is an *beep*

My dad is idiotic.  I told him how I didn't need parents, and he acted like it was a good laugh, that I would need my own parents to parent me and discipline me in *** perverted ways.  Do you get the kind of idea I'm thinking of?  Like go in and be mean to me as though I need punishment, all things from the past that others don't get punished for, things that weren't really all bad on my part if at all pertaining to them.  They think they can be mean to me all the time cuz I'm not some robot.

Interesting..

Lindsey Stirling, an attractive young violinist from LA, is Tweeting Josh Groban, which makes me happy.  I didn't get much of a response and am trying to be an actress, an open venue.  I will post my singing and dancing when I am rich.

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