Monday, August 25, 2014

You can't downgrade my caliber.

I would

work but am still too weak.  It's the medicine.

I'm for real.  My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.

So Tired

I had a vivid dream recently I was on the bus to Disney and it was safe.

It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.

I think I want to be an actress BECAUSE

I would have a fanbase and could get people together.

People aren't perfect.

Is it true Ellen wants her fanbase to dis good people like me for her support, however that would make sense if it did?

I had to wipe

my dis****** 5 times.

Praying

That older "kids" can have their kids soon cuz I'm still too young?

OK

I looked up some of Chloe Sevigny.  Would love to meet her!

To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.
Halloween

What if you had

an unattractive long nose?

Movie Stills


Ah!

I did it to that!

Something Generation Crossed

Bella Thorne and I both have hair that's got some red in it but are trying for a nice natural tone with blonde.

Oh

It's insulting to treat people like shit.

Basically

For people who are 16-18, it's not like Josh Groban is the basic need of their life, it's being the best.

Aw, does that make you cry?  I hope not.  I didn't intend for that.

So

Tell me why my mom has cancer.  Is it my dad's fault?  I want a mom.  Does he think people are shit??

So

Just figure that Ellen would like someone like me with blonde hair who's 16 or 17 or 18.

I hope this is legal.

What will you do

if you are afraid to talk?

Watching That Vid

I'm loading it to my YouTube privately.

Why even have the other children?  Give em what I want.  We don't need them doing anything else.

So Sad

I met a good flautist and spotted a good violinist online, but the world may never know..

I don't get it.

I'm having troubles feeling like a kid born in 1997|8 and I feel invaded about my dad's age compared to others.  It's okay to talk about it, but I'm sure this situation is and isn't perfect.  Just saying.  I can fix it myself.  I was thinking of myself having a kid like someone born in 1997|8, not sure when that time will come, like 2009, too.

My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk.  I'm not ye silent wonder..

Posts

Ellen DeGeneres

 
Posting as Christina Ann J Barrett (Not you?)
  • Christina Ann J Barrett
    My life is revolving around you and your show starting up. There are also other plans. I mean personal things to keep 1 happy..?
  • Trendi Kendi · NCU
    Hi Ellen.I am Kendra Williams. I sent you my story via email. I do hope you read it someday...I am from the island of Dominica. I would love to be a part of your show but don't have an American visa.I am sorry love your spirit.keep being sweet
    • Christina Ann J Barrett
      I know, I heard it was hard to get a VISA. America can be a mess, but I hope you are ready when you do come. :) For example, in Florida, it feels so pieced together. Not many people here with very ancient ancestors from here. I have no clue what it's like in a more united country..?
  • Ashley Anderton Russell · TCC
    Keller, TX....i need to tell u some funny stories that have haunted me my entire life. i can make them funny now...it still effects me but i'd love to meet you
    • Christina Ann J Barrett
      Sounds like you've been experiencing a nice full and active life. I think I could find stories, myself. Sometimes, it's just the mood and the people you're with. LOL! See, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, and it's made me who I am today..?

      No, let's talk about it more. I'm guessing Florida has the least native residents from any culture relating to the nature of the area. They dilute you and tell you your ancestry is overrated and rather dead. I don't even know what it's like there anymore, but it seems race is a big issue, like Southern European versus Mid-Northern European. See, I visited there, and I mean it looks like a spot on the map. We live more socially rather than of the city. However, what I love and find in its history is its beautiful farmland and learning what it's like up north, as my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and as anyone knows a younger mom. (Well, someone once said a young mom is 15, hers..)

      I'm interested in the South, too, in the U.S. After all, it's European, like my dad. I lived there all my life. I've been up north for college, and it turned me into a Northerner. My family all moved to the South. They live in Florida..

      I feel connected to you because I found that the New Orleans area had an affinity to Texas more than Mississippi. Mississippi is more like Florida.

      (I hope it is okay I posted all this here. If not, let me know. Thanks!)

So, I'm gonna get into this and post it today.

So, the older kids or kids with older parents pretty themselves more basically.  The younger ones look more stern in European but "feel good" and appear cute in a crowd.