Monday, July 28, 2014

I remember now..

..they have wrong racial barriers.  If you were been racist to elsewhere, too.  They try to fix it.

That's a sad thing to have to say..

I think she was using culture from somewhere else to insult Josh Groban and his sanity and didn't have a positive feeling.  She should not be discriminated against.  It looks like she is.  Maybe, that was why she warned us.  You know, people from Jacksonville are mean but not better.  I am not fully "from" there myself.  If you meant like Saint Augustine too and do I love it of course, who wouldn't?  Everyone should be able to be from where they all wanna be!

Can someone explain

the sanity of the lady who claims she's "from" Jacksonville?  Let's just say she's probably not.

Is it a sin

for your eye flaps to pulsate in your view??

Have you heard of getting

more better attention for no reason literally?  What no reason literally means just because, because everyone is special and you want it, despite others can't have it.  I feel that way.  I want out.

Look at these people..

..getting all excited..

What do you think of these people? They're all either annoying and crass or a silly, big baby. Nothing you can rest thinking. Just a bunch of modern-freaks.

Should I exchange..

..my hamster for a bird??

I guess..

..she is being defensive, then.  I liked her, though.  Why should 1 person take my place.  There are plenty of people who can all take my place at the same time along with me.  I got more than just her.

I like talking to others.

:|

Next!!

"Anyway, yes, we still want to be famous and ya'll don't seem to deserve it, to be honest for debate's sake."

What did you do to deserve it over us?

"Nno~"


This poster is trying to be suggestive to me. Supposedly, someone told her to insult me, but that's past the point..

Anyway, yes, we still want to be famous and ya'll don't seem to deserve it, to be honest for debate's sake.

Or maybe ya'll threw away your privacy sooner.  Ya'll've said what ya'll've said and you just sent me another insult.  Oh, wait, it's a mixed message..  Say what you say.. and don't come back, come back.
Is it smarter to speculate on that which is not said and which is not claimed to be true?

Is it true..

You make a fuss about your race in order to make an even bigger fuss of someone else's?

Must Read

link

And yes

I has seen all the High School Musicals..

I should not be in trouble

for my friends who chose to be cute by being mean.

OK, I have positive thoughts..

Did you listen to the music from Jersey Boys?  The instrumental parts sound good.  Well, that was my college major.

Let's say this.

Tim Burton and Josh Groban, thinking Tim Burton..

See, he has acted like the ringleader in some issues with me

..are silly babies.

Also, Josh Groban has some nice things to offer.  He should be paid, but I fear he will be dissed by people I look up to.  Come on, get in the dirt.  I guess you're not cuz you are gonna do it.  I mean discuss the issue.  I forget, no one talks to me.

Message to My Fav Poster

You know, I told my old music teacher happy Superbowl and she hasn't readded my new accounts since, and she loved me so much. Same with my other music teachers. What hypocrites.

Serious Question

Why would you bring into the life if your family the shit of your mom when we already don't wanna see her?

Let me dissect this for you, the term "shit" is meant to be funny any dodo should know.  It's not saying, "Ah, you ARE shit."  Everyone has a shit side.  We deal with our shit.

We do like seeing her, but we prefer to be alone.  :|

If..

..you dare to mutilate my body not by my choice, I see you dare not touch others.  That means I am not weaker but more picked on and need more time alone and away so you won't have the opportunity to "grace me with" such "presence."

Sometimes, if you're really good at something

like a Tinkerbell who can do ballet in the Disney World Main Street Electrical Parade, you aren't really embarrassed though it is an issue, an issue of importance and, that is, for you.  No hard feelings, from me, of course.  If you chose that you do not or you do not like how I write, now's a time for some reflection on whether or not you would be able to get along with me.  I was merely expressing a point in normal wording and with my own opportunity for flair, unrelated to the fact I said it, though.  It is important to me to know what people are doing giving me a hard time with how I might continue to write.  I always like to polish it up and dumb it down.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Vocaroo

4/5


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Apologies

I should say sorry to 1 person for slipping.  I feel pressured to be mean to people I like.  I have a whole lot else to be sorry for, too, though.

So

I just got a small tan, gray, and white hamster.

I saw Hercules with my dad.  I always sit in the very front.

You sure went through Hell a lotta and back again

making your teen kids feel comfortable like p***.

Do you feel

people like Ellen are losing it, literally, like I think she made 1 browser not work and so I am using 1 where I have to manually take out spaces when I post on my blog.  Also, my iPod, I have to press a certain button to see what song is on shuffle.  I said Ellen once cuz I think she did it.  I've suffered feelings in incompetence with my hand.  I think they just made a noise and made me feel worse.  I find this sort of treatment a hint at incompetency.

And they are telling me that I should be hurt if I do not submit to their torturous treatment.  I saw Ghost Adventures in a torture chamber for the 1st time today, too.

I don't mean to be too nitpicky saying my hand was irritated, like everything must be perfect.  It might get better.

No one seems to

have a sense of family with my mom but seem mighty curious....

Did anyone ever threaten you

that only smart people got As in school and took AP courses?  I haven't.

Can you believe

people would be so discouraging as to people who didn't have the same opportunity as others?

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2/5


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Religion

Josh Groban

Bow down to your Buddah, me, Christina Barrett

Silly Billies

Go away
Go away
Go away and leave me alone
Go away
Go away
Go away to-day

People Worship

skinny Asians.  Am I still skinny?  No, I got outta that.  I wanna get back in shape somehow.  I know some possible ways.  If I got enough money soon to spare for eating out, like at Nature's Table, I might be happy.  I am trying to learn to cook more.  The jogging has helped, even though I pigged out on a huge chocolate cake I got for us.  I jogged like over an hour twice in 1 day.

Question

If someone was acting special for someone Asian, why would you think it's a miraculous thought to say that dealing with an Asian is also good for someone Caucasian because it gets it out of the way?  I'm quite versed in that sorta thinking.  It just means you have not come to terms with anti-racism and multiculturalism, the root term being "diversity."

Redundant

Watching Josh Grobon legally on YouTube.

If I was royal

You would go to court and be thrown in a jail cell.

I know the only exception to your rules

are if it's an opportunity to hurt me, so-  I don't trust you, and I'm allowed not to, and I think you don't love me yet are very personable.

Most of my room

is clean!

Me

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Saturday, July 26, 2014

Letter

Dear Josh, is it time for us to move on about our hair?  What are you thinking?  You're in glasses.

Josh GROBAN

Video of Me Talking

You cannot in all honesty

treat me like a baby with yes and no like I'd go out and be so mad I'd accidentally commit a crime.  That might make a criminal outta someone, someone who doesn't know respect.  Technically, we'd have that much more of a problem in society.  You are the criminal, in fact, and I'd like to see who else you've collected.

Someone on Twitter

suggests when I talk it doesn't mean anything cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.

Me Playing and Singing

It's mostly not that good and polished.








You all lie about me.

You think I have to m********* that I'm not amazing after all these years of true comments.

Looky what I missed.

Isn't dating

just about finding out who someone is, ironing out kinks, and practicing for more "dates?"

Post

To: Josh Groban

We can get licensed to sell on Twitter.  I'm mighty bored of waiting like a movie for you to do another duet, and I wanna do some.

Sorry

I don't think Part of That World was all that noticeably good.  I'll add this aftergthought•••

You can't go crazy to someone like me

sensitive, like I did this crazy thing once in my life, so, though legal, you can be mean to me all the time.  That's illegal.  You're doing it because my father is unstable.  There is no reason.  I rest my case..

Has anyone ever heard of

a love triangle?

IMDb - The Soapbox

I just saw a ghost.

I finished a NOOK book that was 37 pages, and I saw like a solid, intense black figure, like a bug, go down my tub. When I was at school up north, it was a mechanical bug in the laundry room on the floor.. 

 just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sun

I just finished

a 37-page NOOK book.  It was a kid's King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table book.  It seemed for children and only a basic level of excitement.  It was also for "reluctant readers."  I never heard anything like this, not like what that story seems, at all.

IMDb - The Soapbox

This has been a public service announcement.

I was thinking of tapering my fame to make room for younger generations and see if any interest is appropriate for someone of my stature. My present goals are inclusive of.. 

Movie to Get a Star or Secondary Role In: 
Camelot 
Logan's Run 

Broadway: 
I wanted to go on tour, but my voice is still too weak. I can make a CD, though. 

Things With Other Celebrities: 
I've had dreams of Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Josh Groban. Girls: Bella Thorne, Sarah Brightman.. the unattainable (Ellen DeGeneres.) 

 just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sun

Me Singing

3/5 - Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again


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1/5 - The Music of the Night


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3/5 - Part of That World


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I don't think Part of That World was all that noticeably good.  I'll add this aftergthought•••

1/5 - Stars (Les Miz)


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What do you think of people who make up rules?

Friday, July 25, 2014

I was watching

Josh Groban's Hershey PA duet and thinking I don't even know how the English part of The Prayer goes!  XD

Not many would steal from me

I have a cheap iPhone.

I AM looking at dell.com/2in1.

Should I Be Sentenced?

I get weird fake thoughts cuz people never stop irritating me.  I never mean it, but I mean, I didn't do this before.  Thanks, a lot!

TV

Forensic Files

A guy was laughing about his murders and they sentenced him to death.  He killed for money.  Most people get like 70 years in prison or something or possibly "lifetime" in prison.

Rosetta Stone Commercial

A blonde girl was speaking Spanish!  Bleached hair.  So attractive.

Me Clawooths (Clothes)

I'm getting a 4th pair of black pants.

I'm getting 4 polo shirts: darker hot pink, aqua blue, yellow, and purple.

I'm getting a blazer to go over it.

The total is $60, affordable!

--

I'm also getting a hamster, which will be about that much money, too, maybe before I get the clothes.

I want to wear clothes like this to college cuz they don't seem to require ironing, for if I'm in a dorm, esp.  It just seems nice.  I did want a neon green polo, maybe later?  These colors are nice, too.  I don't own a black blazer.  It seems more discreet.

Hamster

Here's the hamster cage I want:

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The slide looks like fun.

Stories

Spoilers - It's about where I used to live, the oldest city in the U.S.  I lived there at age 9-11.  I know people who've lived there longer, but they don't talk to me.

There was a beautiful girl by the name Rosetta who was only 9.  In some ways she was a late bloomer, in many ways not.  She lived in an old town named Saint Augustine.  It was often very hot, as it was in Florida.  The year was only the 1900s.  She loved visiting the places there.  There were 3 museums there.  1 was a normal museum, filled with jewels and some old art, along with figurines and a room full of music boxes.  The 2nd was a wacked museum that showed, however, even things fascinating such as hanging planes, which held her interest each time they went.  Mostly, there were bizarre and freakish things here.  She lived closeby, as well.  She actually lived on the bay, about, about as close as 1 could imagine getting to it at where she was.  The 3rd was about the 3rd freakiest thing in the town.. there being a picture show featuring the death of a young Spanish girl in dark hair, like everyone else in her family.  There was also a ghost face in the tile of a large, old hotel.  Then, there were the ghost stories.  Anyway, the 3rd place was a museum of historical figures of wax which featured things that scared her.  Life was all comfits and such.  It was closeby her church, where she was in music.

So, 1 day, she was at the bay, and she met a handsome boy named Josh Groban.  He wore a dark purple tuxedo, like the color of blood oozing from that of someone who had just died and died a slow, yet unpainful death.  She looked past this..  She was being babysat by a girl of 14..  She let go her hand and was allowed to speak to him.

"Who are-"

"I'm Josh, Josh Groban."

"I'm pleased to meet you, sir Josh Groban," she replied.

"I'm quite charmed at you," he bowed low and looked seriously at her and kissed her delicate hand..

"You look like you're from up north!" she shouted and jumped up and down. "Oh, I would LOVE to live in the real woods!"

He said, "Oh, no, I don't live there.  I live in town.  Things are exciting, and it's me home.  I've come here to mentor you in your music, Rosetta..  Now, how old are you?"

"Why, I'm almost precisely 9 1/2," she answered.

"Come, let me escort you to the Cathedral Basilica of which I have heard so much.." he said.

They got in and it was empty.  He went to the organ and began to play and told her to sing, "Seek ye 1st.."  She did it with a clear tone.

"Why don't you use vibrato!" he said.

"Oh, I can," and she changed and her vibrating worked well enough.

"You are a gifted singer," he said. "Now, may I hear you play?"

She picked up a violin and began to play a simple Concerto by Bach.

"Very good," he replied. "By the way, what do you wear to church?" he asked.

"I wear, you know, like a plaid dress or 1 with small dots even," she replied rather confidently.

So, in rushed another girl with yellow hair and said, "Christina! I mean Rosetta!"  Rosetta picked her up, a darling of about 4 1/2.  She had curls at the end and smiled at Josh.

"Hey there, cutie," he said. "What do you do here?"

"I'm too young, but I play piano," she said.

They sat her down, and she played "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" quickly.

They both clapped.

---

Another day, another girl.  This girl was tall and serious and 12 years old.  She also did music at the big church.  She had straight dark hair and a long and thin face.  Her eyes were gray..

"Hello," Josh said, "And may I have the pleasure of intriducing myself.  I go around and meet people in this here city."

"Oh!" said the girl, whose name was Raven.

"Please," he said, "Let me see the bizarre.."

"Okay.." she said.

They went in and Josh couldn't handle himself it was so bizarre and quaint like the early times when people discovered a strange and new land.

---

A girl named Elizabeth sat on the bank with other people, a little girl by her and also other younger girls.  She looked blissfully off, bowing her head.

Me Playing and Singing

a few days back..erm yesterday


I heard this was legal.. but undesireable

I am doing it on my blog as opposed to on a Karaoke channel..

This is a bit long-winded, 1/2 hour, though.  :(


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I don't know if I will continue.  I want to see how I feel or others feel.  I could take it down.

My Sincerest Apology

for my inappropriate, vicious thoughts.  I was between kicking the car and feeling surrounded.  I feel people've been taking advantage of me, as well.  I feel the presence of my voice teacher from last summer.

Ellen's Lie

You are not shit.

Problem

You can't say I'm bad and someone else is better.  You all just attack me all the time.  I don't wanna be judged.  There isn't even the need for me to.  You would all think so.  Why am I wasting my time with you?

Me Singing

2/5 - O Come O Come Emanuel


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2/5 - Jesus Christ Is Risen Today


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Thursday, July 24, 2014

Problem

My brother kept making movements while we watched "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory" from the 70's if I thought of something good, like denying and threatening me.  I thought of those violent thoughts so I would not lose control, but he's being mean to me for that, too, not just pushing on the car with my feet.  He wouldn't stop bothering me.

Bible

I prayed in my parents's deluxe bathroom, and later after finishing supper I read the entire book of Esther, which isn't so much.  I found a Proverb to go by:

1:30 "...Stupid people are destroyed by their own lack of concern."

I still don't feel that much better.  I feel restless.  Maybe, I should keep going through Proverbs at times.  I am doing more laundry.  My brother is studying, so I don't feel up to dishes right now there.

Just touching the book of Esther, I learned how serious it is to be nice, though life isn't fair.

I found

Johnny Depp wants his fans to be bad popular people and wants to say that people like me are Chinese when they are 1/2 European.

Well I'm here

and nothing interesting on my Twitter feed but a toddler or young childhood pic of Josh Groban..

Sad Thought

I think it's my brother's fault and maybe not all someone else.

I should make an extra effort

to think something else when I get mad and not make loud noises.  I'm so sorry.  I do think a lesson needs to be learned.  It wasn't like I was attacking innocence.  It was literally surrounding me constantly, and I couldn't just run to my room whenever someone decides to be mean.  Gotta have a word with my oh so enlightened therapist.

I feel..

..no one will understand me because of what I felt.  I am away.  I really couldn't take it and made some loud noises.  I did already ask for help.  I didn't get it.  So, I just gotta try.  My brother kept sending secret threats about my future kids, though.  Like, he knew it would be that way.  I'm here to say I am not to be poked at like that!

I don't know what I mean.

Someone deserves a big lesson, but I'm sorry of all the thoughts of violence that came to me.  Like I say, I was surrounded indefinitely by being attacked through secret messages from others.  I actually kicked in the car I felt so bad.  Something needs to be done about my parents.
You don't complain because people pretend you're attractive and never someone else.  So, next time you think it could have been better, you're wrong.
I WANT YOU TO NEED ME

Weird

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Put him in a crow ded room.

I'm sorry.

These people DO have a problem.

I need alone time.

My dad's secret messages should not pop up.

Well

Wouldn't my dad be happy if Josh Groban is nice?  What are you worried about?

What a Baby

I didn't do anything against Johnny Depp that he did that was innocent.  If he hurt me, he hurt me.  He is threatening to kill people who stand for me, it seems, in secret message.

Ya'll want me to call the police on ya'll?

Why is everyone rejecting me?  Is it that thing with Helena Bonham Carter?

Problem

If I say something about someone who's old enough to be my parent or parental mentor..

I could get hurt.

I must admit Josh Groban, while imperfect he admits as far as emotionally not being too much of a roller coaster..

has made me see the light, though other things probably picked out a feeling.

All That

What do you think of Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp?  I mean, are they especially kind?  You know what I mean.

Story

Khristin was sitting at the edge of the water when Josh Groban came to pick her up and said, "Come on, ye yungun," with her positioned on him as he massaged her back.

Celeste was still at the water with some other girls still left.  Josh trusted that there she stay.

"Will ye come up already, it's rather cruel weather for testin' it in the waters," said Celeste.  Josh Grboan could like hear her voice it seemed could be a mile away for some reason..  Chubby little Khristin, only 8, ran home.  Celeste remembered when she was 8.  It wasn't great.  She was an artist and met Josh after she started music at 9.  It was so hard to get into.

Celeste was dressed in red with white lace like as the undertone.  The dress had white lace down the front coming to almost a letter "V."  There was lace at her cuffs and under the dress.  In her gold hair was a white lace bow.  She looked up to see Josh and got up to her red boots.  She went to pull up a girl named Bridget who was cold and wet and she was forced to undress her in the 40 degree weather and wrapped a robe around her and took her home.

Celeste went back out and walked by the water.  The light was now dimming.  She could almost as though feel she was of a distant melody.  The little girls went home, and she was stuck alone to wonder about the danger they knew not.  People could come from another country and fight.  That was partially unlikely in those times.  She now stood up.  She was well-educated of her ancestors's and other race's pasts and about the idea and evidence of alien life.  She walked a ways along the bay herself, for she was 18.

Josh Groban came up to her for serious talk.  They exchanged conversation for awhile.  In the end he had his arm around her.  She just loved it out so dark.  She knew nothing could separate them.  It was safe.

They walked down quietly for awhile, until they reached a palm tree.  Celeste put her hand on it, and Josh looked at it.  She felt as though her hand could go right through it.  Josh looked concerned, so he picked up Celeste and hugged her.  They walked home with his hand around her shoulder.

Back at home, he followed her to her room.  He was 30, and she was the youngest 1 in the house.  Her sisters were accomplished witches in their 20s.  Their names were Alicia and Melanie.  Her mother came in and stood at the doorway and asked how they were and went and put her arms around her and whispered to her.

So, Celeste and Josh finished the night playing Campus Monopoly and she dared him to go outside at night with her.  They did.  They went to a favorite hub on the beach and to a saloon, where she got pizza and a lemonade, whereas he had himself a drink.

Soon, they found a ban of friendly pirates.  Josh said he must go, and Celeste being 18 was allowed to go, too, so off they went.  There were beds for everyone, and Celeste found a nice cozy loft, where the boy followed.  She got some sleep while he stayed up and read something for awhile.

There was a special pirate named Jack Swift.  He was so attractive and snazzy.  He kept the crew captivated like they didn't know what they were seeing.  He was almost like the Candy Man.  Everything was good and in check, though, Celeste could see.  Josh came and massaged Celeste's shoulder.  Jack was very charming to the young girl..  There were wise, fun pirates, as well.  Sometimes, they would even play music.

Celeste wondered if a sea storm could swallow them up.  So, at the next stop, they got off and paid residence to another town that seemed more festive with a beat.  Girls danced in circles and looked very poofed out.

Celeste and Josh found an inn, a creepy 1, but nonetheless it was a place to stay..

So, they wandered off and found themselves in the wild.  Josh had a tent and fire spray packed.  They found lots of animals and wore protection.  They knew all about how wild animals behaved and how to trick them.  They met a bright young girl of 15 with  yellow hair.  She said her name was Sarah and she lived with her Gramma in a small cottage by the creek.  They were invited to stay, a familiar abode.

They were getting tired and started to trek back home to catch a boat to their island, as they had not really gone that far.

Celeste was happy to be home, and Josh became interested in Celeste and was allowed to talk with her in her cozy, dreamy, grayish tinted room.  They already lived in the same house.

Celeste woke up and went for breakfast and then was off to her school, where Josh started to attend.  She loved the homework and the fair environment, where she excelled.

Sorry

for the little things.

I looked back

and I noticed I didn't explain this:

"Bella Thorne and|or her generation have not learned any manners.  They just smile cute, even when it's sad."

I am joking that all she does is smile.. in a good way, though.  Sorry..  I should talk to myself like that more often.  I should have said "some people."

Sorry

I was so mad and even used violence as a move in a board game.

So..

..What do we do if we feel surrounded by that which ails and plagues us?  I'll try to ignore next time, but punish as you will.  I may be upset or ignore it.

My Sincerest Apology

I was so surprised at 2 attacks.

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Jesus Christ Is Risen Today


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Me Singing

2/5

For All the Saints


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Me Singing

2/5- Holy, Holy, Holy


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I'm starting to sound more like Josh Groban sometimes.