Wednesday, August 27, 2014
So
Don't listen to adults. They don't really care about us. They might act like it's okay sometimes but tacky. Look at the downward spiral of our lives at present and nearer past.
All These Kids
Getting in trouble for being like those 2 friends who would not write back nor say why they stopped posting to me.
Why I Might Not Dye My Hair
I think it could get natural highlights. I wish I were prettier, not sure what's wrong, maybe time will tell.
You know, I didn't get accepted by talent agencies. I guess they want the ugly girls whose skin is stretched by bone.
You know, I didn't get accepted by talent agencies. I guess they want the ugly girls whose skin is stretched by bone.
I just don't get it.
I would love my children a lot and they would be successful with a successful momma. I just am not in a position to dislike if someone else came along. No pointing fingers here. It's just something that ALWAYS is. The only reason I decided to have a daughter was to recreate who I never could be cuz of how old I was.
Now
Remember the scene when Willy Wonka eats the smashed up caterpillars? All the boys think that means that cool part means only they are cool.
"Quirky Situations, Mild Action and Language"
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..
They think it's quirky for someone else to be cool than just Late Boomers and their kids born in 1997-8.
They think it's quirky for someone else to be cool than just Late Boomers and their kids born in 1997-8.
Some wonder
is it wrong to pleasure Late Boomers, tho? It's wrong to just pleasure them and not according to who someone is apart from age.
Think tho how much more comfortable it is for Late Boomers and their daughters. Like, they don't feel as humiliated.
Think tho how much more comfortable it is for Late Boomers and their daughters. Like, they don't feel as humiliated.
So
Ellen, I guess some people have problems and our thoughts keep going, like we have extra thoughts, like we're old Chinese people.
Why
to make someone feel welcome would only certain people have to make up something like this for others?
Well
It's a big topic for me most of my life. You can chose to believe certain things. I said, I'm not pointing fingers. I don't see why there'd usually be anything wrong with that. I'm sure this is done. I'm not sure how loved I am with how dark my hair is now. It was too dark and straight when I was a little girl.
Okay
No, I don't make Late Boomers, or people born around 1960, "feel good" about being too young to have to have had kids my age. It's just something I do in general, not pointing fingers.
Ha ha! How ^important^ could it be for select individuals? Chose by age! Another, sorting not by personality but things like race and age!
Ha ha! How ^important^ could it be for select individuals? Chose by age! Another, sorting not by personality but things like race and age!
What do you think?
PA is not a key state. Try NY, I have blood there. I don't care @ NYC.
PA is full of mad indians.
PA is full of mad indians.
I see.
Brittany likes where up north her family is from. Well, mine are closer to Ellen's city's ancestors, though I like the state her relatives live in.
Noticed
So, whatever the creative reason, Elln put Brittany Snow from Florida on the far side with 3 people and Chloe Moretz close to her with 3 other people, the other 2 being more romantic, and Chloe is from Georgia. I don't know what to feel about that except that it doesn't matter and wouldn't for anyone unless they were her daughter. I would just think Brittany Snow would be put closer and Chloe Moretz farther. I do want to go up north or travel around Florida. Being up north rather than Florida is a benefit. I am not quite sure why we're here. It was supposedly the only place my dad could find a good enough job. I live in Disney World, though.. Otherwise, it's for the beach. I was born here, and it's a dream. I am sad it is so small, maybe most people don't wish to "relocate." I saw people like in NY who don't know how harsh and evil and violent it is in Orlando. What did little Chloe Moretz do that Brittany Snow did not? Now, I really need to go up north! D': It's better in some and many ways. If you like and worship the sun like me, you have another side that feels the cold and coming snow is more "human." I almost feel it's an insult to me what she did. She probably thought up some reason and attached it to it. I already said I think I see it doesn't matter, but I mean it doesn't make sense and it does matter when there's a situation. I'm not complaining saying don't do it but rather find it very interesting. Interesting to know why. I think it's just about who's more Southern. Sadly, it's not like you know older people when you get outta school with teachers and such, it seems. Maybe, sitting close to Ellen for a little while was not a list of 100 things to do before you die, dunno. I know sparks would fly. I dunno. It doesn't make sense. Maybe, it was a rapport of maybe again someday like 10 years prior. I need to watch that clip. No harm intended, just wondering why Brittany was placed far away, like anyone from Florida would be who has northern parents, which I have 1 and 1 non-Caucasian. I've seen Latinos get it with Ellen, I feel. So..
There are like
9 15 minute videos of Ellen singing. I prefer Josh Groban. So much! Too much! Seriously, I have to do it by steps I may forget now.
I'd like to know
Ellen hates brunettes? No, some are better than some blondes, that's for sure. I'm serious, mathematically. Not making up a fight.
Funny
Nothing about independence spells Ellen DeGeneres. Wonder what her look-alikes do.
The joke is that I thought me being upset about what she did secretly to me was my independent responsibility to handle sanely.. and what I write on my blog is what I write. It should not be mean but was frustration or shoulda been. I hope that people wish I have a silver lining in the clouds. I mean, my frustration was not silver linings.
The joke is that I thought me being upset about what she did secretly to me was my independent responsibility to handle sanely.. and what I write on my blog is what I write. It should not be mean but was frustration or shoulda been. I hope that people wish I have a silver lining in the clouds. I mean, my frustration was not silver linings.
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
This is interesting.
I am giving up money I don't have to act and can't seem to settle a nice life with a job and be productive as much at the same time.
I found average rates for an extra is like $850/day and commercials maybe $2,000.
The acting is more responsive than being a singer, which is hard to get sponsored at all it seems unless you've been taking lessons and have a developed voice. I can't afford a good teacher and use my money to go to Disney since that's where I live now.
I found average rates for an extra is like $850/day and commercials maybe $2,000.
The acting is more responsive than being a singer, which is hard to get sponsored at all it seems unless you've been taking lessons and have a developed voice. I can't afford a good teacher and use my money to go to Disney since that's where I live now.
Contacted by an Agent
Don't have money upfront, options:
-no agent, pay less per month, don't know where
-agent $199/yr, $119/6 months, $69.90/3 months
I get paid the 1st. She'll call then.
-no agent, pay less per month, don't know where
-agent $199/yr, $119/6 months, $69.90/3 months
I get paid the 1st. She'll call then.
People expect you to be too perfect
and put you in harsh settings. They got what they asked for. I'll never make it.
I would..
..be okay with not going to Disney, but so long as I can I will.
I wanna blast outta here and to the scenes of Hollywood, LA..
I wanna blast outta here and to the scenes of Hollywood, LA..
Hardest Race to Be
Native American Indian
Thanks for the help, Italians and Spanish. It meant the world.
All I can say is no it's not as much as being full Native American etc.
Thanks for the help, Italians and Spanish. It meant the world.
All I can say is no it's not as much as being full Native American etc.
IMDb - The Soapbox
On Forensic Files last night, a Palestinian family in the US killed their daughter for acting like a white and dating to marry black. She was also in trouble for working, at a fast food place.
I would have never known because they said their daughter pulled a knife on them if they didn't give her $5,000.
I think the father was sentenced to death but died of natural causes in prison prior, and the mother is in prison for life. It's sad how bad prison is. They should be able to do what everyone else does but under supervision and treated for psychosis.
I would have never known because they said their daughter pulled a knife on them if they didn't give her $5,000.
I think the father was sentenced to death but died of natural causes in prison prior, and the mother is in prison for life. It's sad how bad prison is. They should be able to do what everyone else does but under supervision and treated for psychosis.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Topic Started by Pinky
Re: The Myth Of White Privilege (and what Ferguson is All About)
THE Teenage Experience
does not seem to go on in the streets of Orlando. Kids had quite an experience, as well.
Monday, August 25, 2014
I would
work but am still too weak. It's the medicine.
I'm for real. My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.
I'm for real. My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.
So Tired
I had a vivid dream recently I was on the bus to Disney and it was safe.
It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.
It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.
People aren't perfect.
Is it true Ellen wants her fanbase to dis good people like me for her support, however that would make sense if it did?
OK
I looked up some of Chloe Sevigny. Would love to meet her!
To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.
To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.
Something Generation Crossed
Bella Thorne and I both have hair that's got some red in it but are trying for a nice natural tone with blonde.
Basically
For people who are 16-18, it's not like Josh Groban is the basic need of their life, it's being the best.
Aw, does that make you cry? I hope not. I didn't intend for that.
Aw, does that make you cry? I hope not. I didn't intend for that.
So
Tell me why my mom has cancer. Is it my dad's fault? I want a mom. Does he think people are shit??
Watching That Vid
I'm loading it to my YouTube privately.
Why even have the other children? Give em what I want. We don't need them doing anything else.
Why even have the other children? Give em what I want. We don't need them doing anything else.
I don't get it.
I'm having troubles feeling like a kid born in 1997|8 and I feel invaded about my dad's age compared to others. It's okay to talk about it, but I'm sure this situation is and isn't perfect. Just saying. I can fix it myself. I was thinking of myself having a kid like someone born in 1997|8, not sure when that time will come, like 2009, too.
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
Posts
Ellen DeGeneres
Posting as Christina Ann J Barrett (Not you?)
Christina Ann J BarrettMy life is revolving around you and your show starting up. There are also other plans. I mean personal things to keep 1 happy..?
Trendi Kendi · NCUHi Ellen.I am Kendra Williams. I sent you my story via email. I do hope you read it someday...I am from the island of Dominica. I would love to be a part of your show but don't have an American visa.I am sorry love your spirit.keep being sweet- Christina Ann J BarrettI know, I heard it was hard to get a VISA. America can be a mess, but I hope you are ready when you do come. :) For example, in Florida, it feels so pieced together. Not many people here with very ancient ancestors from here. I have no clue what it's like in a more united country..?
Ashley Anderton Russell · TCCKeller, TX....i need to tell u some funny stories that have haunted me my entire life. i can make them funny now...it still effects me but i'd love to meet you
- Christina Ann J BarrettSounds like you've been experiencing a nice full and active life. I think I could find stories, myself. Sometimes, it's just the mood and the people you're with. LOL! See, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, and it's made me who I am today..?
No, let's talk about it more. I'm guessing Florida has the least native residents from any culture relating to the nature of the area. They dilute you and tell you your ancestry is overrated and rather dead. I don't even know what it's like there anymore, but it seems race is a big issue, like Southern European versus Mid-Northern European. See, I visited there, and I mean it looks like a spot on the map. We live more socially rather than of the city. However, what I love and find in its history is its beautiful farmland and learning what it's like up north, as my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and as anyone knows a younger mom. (Well, someone once said a young mom is 15, hers..)
I'm interested in the South, too, in the U.S. After all, it's European, like my dad. I lived there all my life. I've been up north for college, and it turned me into a Northerner. My family all moved to the South. They live in Florida..
I feel connected to you because I found that the New Orleans area had an affinity to Texas more than Mississippi. Mississippi is more like Florida.
(I hope it is okay I posted all this here. If not, let me know. Thanks!)
So, I'm gonna get into this and post it today.
So, the older kids or kids with older parents pretty themselves more basically. The younger ones look more stern in European but "feel good" and appear cute in a crowd.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
It looks like
my dreams never will come true, cuz everything is give and take.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Movie
The girl in front when she turns and stuff looks complicated like I did at 10, which makes sense.
Why not just forget about people.
You literally tell the kids born in 1997-8 they are better. You tell us we "aren't" that.
You.. people.
You.. people.
Last Post
The little girl kicked her foot and fell into the lady who like held her up. She looked around and stuff.
What right do you have
to sort people as better or worse by the year they were born? In the picture I post on this post, the older girl looks prettier, but the younger 1 is too lazy to look more like that yet still gets a good experience, while the other is an inbetweener generation in the landmarks of generations.
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
Did you ever consider
non-Pennsylvanians to not be all as organized and pepped as they're cracked up to be?
Good Idea to Shop Next Month?
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Weights
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Frizz Ease Curl Stuff
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Deodorant
Shaving Cream
Razer Blades
Toothpaste
Mouthwash
Silent Spinner
Hamster Bedding
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$31.23
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Jillian Michaels
$9 - Abs
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$9 - Cardio
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Frizz Ease Curl Stuff
Makeup
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Deodorant
Shaving Cream
Razer Blades
Toothpaste
Mouthwash
Silent Spinner
Hamster Bedding
Video
Chloe keeps battling like she's older than all these people, like me, bossing me around to say to make it look good, thinking she's more Southern, though Georgia is a Southern state, different from New Orleans and Florida.
Comment on That Video
on the shorter 1
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
Interesting
I don't have an extraneous problem about myself having parents not from up north cuz I heard it was bad if you didn't. I don't think that's how things ended up rolling out, as much as people seemed to deny it.
Brittany Snow is Floridian..
Sad @ My Mom
I don't want this to be it. I need someone. She seems like she's about to die. Ellen might be an excuse for others who hurt her and made her like this, or it was just the stress from the car accidents. I was upset when I saw her in glasses. I've told her to slow down. She never listened, like my brother, didn't listen to me.
So..
..I got some pills that deflect pre-diabetes and helps with diabetes. I take 12 pills, now.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
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