I see.

Brittany likes where up north her family is from.  Well, mine are closer to Ellen's city's ancestors, though I like the state her relatives live in.

Look at this.

It's Brittany Snow!

link

Noticed

So, whatever the creative reason, Elln put Brittany Snow from Florida on the far side with 3 people and Chloe Moretz close to her with 3 other people, the other 2 being more romantic, and Chloe is from Georgia.  I don't know what to feel about that except that it doesn't matter and wouldn't for anyone unless they were her daughter.  I would just think Brittany Snow would be put closer and Chloe Moretz farther.  I do want to go up north or travel around Florida.  Being up north rather than Florida is a benefit.  I am not quite sure why we're here.  It was supposedly the only place my dad could find a good enough job.  I live in Disney World, though..  Otherwise, it's for the beach.  I was born here, and it's a dream.  I am sad it is so small, maybe most people don't wish to "relocate."  I saw people like in NY who don't know how harsh and evil and violent it is in Orlando.  What did little Chloe Moretz do that Brittany Snow did not?  Now, I really need to go up north!  D':  It's better in some and many ways.  If you like and worship the sun like me, you have another side that feels the cold and coming snow is more "human."  I almost feel it's an insult to me what she did.  She probably thought up some reason and attached it to it.  I already said I think I see it doesn't matter, but I mean it doesn't make sense and it does matter when there's a situation.  I'm not complaining saying don't do it but rather find it very interesting.  Interesting to know why.  I think it's just about who's more Southern.  Sadly, it's not like you know older people when you get outta school with teachers and such, it seems.  Maybe, sitting close to Ellen for a little while was not a list of 100 things to do before you die, dunno.  I know sparks would fly.  I dunno.  It doesn't make sense.  Maybe, it was a rapport of maybe again someday like 10 years prior.  I need to watch that clip.  No harm intended, just wondering why Brittany was placed far away, like anyone from Florida would be who has northern parents, which I have 1 and 1 non-Caucasian.  I've seen Latinos get it with Ellen, I feel.  So..

There are like

9 15 minute videos of Ellen singing.  I prefer Josh Groban.  So much!  Too much!  Seriously, I have to do it by steps I may forget now.

I'd like to know

Ellen hates brunettes?  No, some are better than some blondes, that's for sure.  I'm serious, mathematically.  Not making up a fight.

Funny

Nothing about independence spells Ellen DeGeneres.  Wonder what her look-alikes do.

The joke is that I thought me being upset about what she did secretly to me was my independent responsibility to handle sanely.. and what I write on my blog is what I write.  It should not be mean but was frustration or shoulda been.  I hope that people wish I have a silver lining in the clouds.  I mean, my frustration was not silver linings.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Watched a talkshow, tonight's theme being 'dating' and sure enough t

Yea, the next generation needs to learn to cope in the world.  

The people a bit younger "need to hit Hollywood" straight on.

People

Cheaply pick on me for cheap reasons.  I was inspired, sorry.

Update

Different Old Pix of Me on that page.

Me Singing

This is interesting.

I am giving up money I don't have to act and can't seem to settle a nice life with a job and be productive as much at the same time.

I found average rates for an extra is like $850/day and commercials maybe $2,000.

The acting is more responsive than being a singer, which is hard to get sponsored at all it seems unless you've been taking lessons and have a developed voice.  I can't afford a good teacher and use my money to go to Disney since that's where I live now.

Contacted by an Agent

Don't have money upfront, options:

-no agent, pay less per month, don't know where
-agent $199/yr, $119/6 months, $69.90/3 months

I get paid the 1st.  She'll call then.

People expect you to be too perfect

and put you in harsh settings.  They got what they asked for.  I'll never make it.

I would..

..be okay with not going to Disney, but so long as I can I will.

I wanna blast outta here and to the scenes of Hollywood, LA..

Update

New Side Box

Hardest Race to Be

Native American Indian

Thanks for the help, Italians and Spanish.  It meant the world.

All I can say is no it's not as much as being full Native American etc.

IMDb - The Soapbox

On Forensic Files last night, a Palestinian family in the US killed their daughter for acting like a white and dating to marry black. She was also in trouble for working, at a fast food place. 

I would have never known because they said their daughter pulled a knife on them if they didn't give her $5,000. 

I think the father was sentenced to death but died of natural causes in prison prior, and the mother is in prison for life. It's sad how bad prison is. They should be able to do what everyone else does but under supervision and treated for psychosis.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Topic Started by Pinky

Re: The Myth Of White Privilege (and what Ferguson is All About)

Part of the confusion I know of from experience is that blacks from New Orleans itself are used as a tool against people who did something wrong in their life at all who are from somewhere in the area but not the city itself. 

I don't know about Mississippi. 

I'm sorry if the 1st part of my response does not make sense.. I tried my best.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Who believes they are or are LIKE Italian, Spanish.. ?

I got that feeling|ideas. I can see how I'd have either as places family names went through. 

Also, I bet if you're part it's not as stellar insofar as being that as it is to be all. 

Over and out, it's hard to be born before 1997.

THE Teenage Experience

does not seem to go on in the streets of Orlando.  Kids had quite an experience, as well.

You can't downgrade my caliber.

I would

work but am still too weak.  It's the medicine.

I'm for real.  My therapist said not to work nor go to school but to go to a place where people go who don't work but will someday.

So Tired

I had a vivid dream recently I was on the bus to Disney and it was safe.

It was like on its way, sorta bonking around, like no one could find and shoot us.

I think I want to be an actress BECAUSE

I would have a fanbase and could get people together.

People aren't perfect.

Is it true Ellen wants her fanbase to dis good people like me for her support, however that would make sense if it did?

I had to wipe

my dis****** 5 times.

Praying

That older "kids" can have their kids soon cuz I'm still too young?

OK

I looked up some of Chloe Sevigny.  Would love to meet her!

To make Ellen happy, I would in the process of waiting iron out kinks.

Halloween

What if you had

an unattractive long nose?

Movie Stills

Ah!

I did it to that!

Something Generation Crossed

Bella Thorne and I both have hair that's got some red in it but are trying for a nice natural tone with blonde.

Oh

It's insulting to treat people like shit.

Basically

For people who are 16-18, it's not like Josh Groban is the basic need of their life, it's being the best.

Aw, does that make you cry?  I hope not.  I didn't intend for that.

So

Tell me why my mom has cancer.  Is it my dad's fault?  I want a mom.  Does he think people are shit??

So

Just figure that Ellen would like someone like me with blonde hair who's 16 or 17 or 18.

I hope this is legal.

What will you do

if you are afraid to talk?

Watching That Vid

I'm loading it to my YouTube privately.

Why even have the other children?  Give em what I want.  We don't need them doing anything else.

So Sad

I met a good flautist and spotted a good violinist online, but the world may never know..

I don't get it.

I'm having troubles feeling like a kid born in 1997|8 and I feel invaded about my dad's age compared to others.  It's okay to talk about it, but I'm sure this situation is and isn't perfect.  Just saying.  I can fix it myself.  I was thinking of myself having a kid like someone born in 1997|8, not sure when that time will come, like 2009, too.

My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk.  I'm not ye silent wonder..

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    Sounds like you've been experiencing a nice full and active life. I think I could find stories, myself. Sometimes, it's just the mood and the people you're with. LOL! See, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, and it's made me who I am today..?
    
    No, let's talk about it more. I'm guessing Florida has the least native residents from any culture relating to the nature of the area. They dilute you and tell you your ancestry is overrated and rather dead. I don't even know what it's like there anymore, but it seems race is a big issue, like Southern European versus Mid-Northern European. See, I visited there, and I mean it looks like a spot on the map. We live more socially rather than of the city. However, what I love and find in its history is its beautiful farmland and learning what it's like up north, as my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and as anyone knows a younger mom. (Well, someone once said a young mom is 15, hers..)
    
    I'm interested in the South, too, in the U.S. After all, it's European, like my dad. I lived there all my life. I've been up north for college, and it turned me into a Northerner. My family all moved to the South. They live in Florida..
    
    I feel connected to you because I found that the New Orleans area had an affinity to Texas more than Mississippi. Mississippi is more like Florida.
    
    (I hope it is okay I posted all this here. If not, let me know. Thanks!)

So, I'm gonna get into this and post it today.

So, the older kids or kids with older parents pretty themselves more basically.  The younger ones look more stern in European but "feel good" and appear cute in a crowd.

It looks like

my dreams never will come true, cuz everything is give and take.

Like dark hair but pretty.  Light hair but ugly.

If

Ellen helps me, does Tim Burton?

Movie

The girl in front when she turns and stuff looks complicated like I did at 10, which makes sense.

Movie

They had a book Pigmalion in it.

Why not just forget about people.

You literally tell the kids born in 1997-8 they are better.  You tell us we "aren't" that.

You.. people.

Another

So, this came out Christmas 2003.

clickable
Elf 2003

Last Post

The little girl kicked her foot and fell into the lady who like held her up.  She looked around and stuff.

What right do you have

to sort people as better or worse by the year they were born?  In the picture I post on this post, the older girl looks prettier, but the younger 1 is too lazy to look more like that yet still gets a good experience, while the other is an inbetweener generation in the landmarks of generations.

I agree it should be like that in some way.  Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.

Elf 2003

Did you ever consider

non-Pennsylvanians to not be all as organized and pepped as they're cracked up to be?

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Toothpaste
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Silent Spinner
Hamster Bedding

Dreams of Pay Day Come My Way

Update

I changed some links.

At least let us watch and leave us alone when we comment.  Was this getting sarcastic to you?  Cuz that's how I talk.  It means it literally, though, not messing around.

Why would I get mad at something I didn't post that people would get mad at me even if I posted it?

Video

Amazing strength.

heeyy

Why does Josh Groban get to rub elbows?  Technically, I'm shitting in my room all the time.

Video

Too bad it is 1/2 illegal..

No I do not

have family in nor from New Orleans.

Video

Chloe keeps battling like she's older than all these people, like me, bossing me around to say to make it look good, thinking she's more Southern, though Georgia is a Southern state, different from New Orleans and Florida.

Comment on That Video

on the shorter 1

So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.

Interesting

I don't have an extraneous problem about myself having parents not from up north cuz I heard it was bad if you didn't. I don't think that's how things ended up rolling out, as much as people seemed to deny it.

Brittany Snow is Floridian..

Sad @ My Mom

I don't want this to be it.  I need someone.  She seems like she's about to die.  Ellen might be an excuse for others who hurt her and made her like this, or it was just the stress from the car accidents.  I was upset when I saw her in glasses.  I've told her to slow down.  She never listened, like my brother, didn't listen to me.

Video

Reminds me a lot of me but seems in on so much more.  What if I was adopted?

So..

..I got some pills that deflect pre-diabetes and helps with diabetes.  I take 12 pills, now.

Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.

Twitter

we_luv_Ellen

Aw, I'll let that 1 go.

Now, I have a fast blog..

..It's not like I made a petition by posting an Ellen video.



She's on TV.

Singing is Farting

Remember?

Anyone who's sung significantly is Josh Groban material, but now these Late Boomer parents sheild young people from singing unless they are outta-this-world objects of pleasure.

Everyone hates me and brings up race, when you're not supposed to, which isn't often.  "Quit respecting Middle Easterners."

Problemos

I don't want my dad's m********ing hands on me, I wanted the experience in school theater, but that teacher barely put her finger on me.

The last Vocaroo

is shitty but has some interesting songs at the end.

Vocaroo

2/5


Audio recording software >>

Wonder how that lady feels who was moving stuff around when I was asleep and made my nose wide.  }:|

I don't mean

to be mean to anyone, but sometimes I get really mad, usually just at Ellen.  Why act like, oh, I'm attracted to Ellen, must listen?

Satisfaction

What do you get for being racist to me, when you shouldn't know me as anything but white?  I don't care what your heritage is and what it means to you.

Think about it, you "admit" something that isn't true.

Call someone else that who isn't.

You didn't earn your heritage.  I did.

You must think you're pretty magical.

Question

So, do you think I'm still 2 years old?  I'm not uneducated on what it is to want to be white.

Think of all I was

for Tim Burton and what he did, but he never accepted it cuza my race and now the world is tortured.  No offense to him.  I just must report what goes unseen.  I was quite impressive.  I also blame Orlando.  Sorry, they are and can be so sweet.

Just watch a Jewish person and see if it's good, too.

Do some people not want your help

and just want you to leave them alone?

"OK ya'll will never believe this.."

I just watched a video from a Josh Groban concert.

Update

I updated the People section.

I figured it out.

I must get over my Orlando addiction.  People used to be too violent to rule out those who are less than perfect.

Has anyone seen..

"What If?"  I thought it'd be a nice show.  It just let me know people were sarcastic to the actor of Harry Potter.  I mean racist.  He is Jewish, not sure how much..

The show showed an image of him with a new girl I've never seen before.

Freaky

I said

I'm sitting this 1 out.

Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things.  She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"

By challenging good people, I also was not being sarcastic.

Adults online cannot hurt bad people

cuz they do it for fun but mainly because the adults are prejudiced to the real online experience cuz lotta people never got a blog and never posted much online or on the Soapbox on IMDb.

In some way

my dad doesn't love me.  He doesn't care if other people are better.

So..

..why be mean to me?

I want my job now.

I don't wanna just sit at home.  The thing is I wanted to be in the military.  Ultimately, I wanna be an actor, singer, ballerina.  I can only seem to pick 2.

People are always

spewing negativity at me.  What happened to the happy thoughts?

If I leave home since I'm an adult I will still be bothered.

Do only pretty people fight?

My talent may be made up

but is my will?

What If

Europe copied us and now has American problems?  Like, coming to an end of being stimulating about something, like an orchestra, when watching it again.

The only reason I seem bad

is because my parents aren't both all white.  Other people can be fancy at home.  I'm home a lot.

Vocaroo

My Favorite Things


Record and upload audio >>

3/5

How Could It Get in a Man?

I think Johnny Depp still is all he said he was and not worse than Tim Burton.  It's so annoying he just is afraid to be it because he thinks my dad and other dads of people my age would rather us be in trouble.

Don't worry about how I posted this, like "How do I think it could get in a man?"  I'm not being sarcastic.

Instagram

I'm sitting this 1 out.

Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things.  She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"