I just got a message

from Tulane, next to my old college, and they are all hinting I go to Juilliard.

"We don't have remedial courses.."

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MBTI: ENFJ
Enneagram: Adventurer 7
Archetypes: *Fashionista (rather than Artist|Creative)
Personality Plus: Powerful Choleric (a fierce leader)
Kingdomality: Prime Minister

*Had to Chose Myself

Which new movie next?

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Step Up All In
What If (drama with a cute young girl and Harry Potter)

me 3.. maybe not? maybe it's time to split, normally I'd see things like the turtles.

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1st 2 songs not that great..

only a few ok things- so guess don't listen, tho I won't be the same again, the later songs seem okay overall

I left at like 4:45 AM and walked @ the therapist's for like at least 2 hours, not too tired.

I have 5 polo shirts and 5 pants like that and 2 blazers.  The blazers are size 12.

New Picture of Me

It's really not an excuse..

..like you get to be mean cuza race.

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How did you finally get online?

I got a piano and no computer.. So, I guess when I was told to take a break from college. I would have loved a blog but "wasn't ready."

"No Talent"

I didn't mean they had no potential for it or didn't have beginner's luck-

Why

are people who sang young in some way simply full of themselves?  (Therefore) what are they good for?

Those people who like people who disturb the peace.  People with no talent use them as a weapon against people with normal kinds of talent.

Will you fix it?

What, did I do that?

See

They wanted to leave me for me, not them.  They think they're better, but no one notices that.

Stuck Up Singers

Well, people with loud voices and who sang since they could remember.  I wasn't encouraged to sing.

Fact

In 6th grade, my friends started being bratty to me.  Now, nothing is cool like before.  I can still be cool, but now I have more options, you might say.

They would get all the drama in fights and socializing not participating in PE.  I almost wanted to get involved-

We were split up, and they said that was why they weren't friends.  But I was nice and not a slob.  They thought their fat was better than mine.

I'm not being nasty spitting shit.  I'm calm, cool, and collected - and in a hurry.  This isn't even important..

Why didn't they kindly tell me they were shit and that's why they don't talk to me like everyone else?

People cling to others because they want to tear them down.  They keep bothering people who have what you want.

Just to Be Creative?

I already have an interest in young people.  Why isn't anyone there for me?

People can't

wish that all kids are the same behavior-wise, cuz it just wasn't like that.

Let me not hit home and say that I was just someone always worried about behavior.  What could possibly go wrong?  Just those racist people.  I am always asking for critique and interest in criticizing me or was before.  I was dissed at my advances.  So, what is with all the confusion :| ?  It's my dad again, isn't it?  I'm not as old as my dad?

Important

to know how important the general citizens make of a talented child when you hand he or she over to Josh Groban permanently, only to be pushed aside.  Ask about MY brother, and you will hear no name cuz no one is interested in a hermit.

Why look for anything for me?

I need to fend for myself.  I can't believe people are mentally after me because of their own limitations and desire for those other than myself.

So

People notice things about me that weren't there before and wonder what it could be and things I don't tend to do as much now meaning I've dealt with the root of it.

I know

my MBTI is rare.

Waitin'

for suppuh (supper.)

I wanna clean my fish bowl, last time wiped off the rocks and cleaned it early, Tuesday..

I just ironed and hung up clothes, too.

Que??

Twitter Lets You Add 4 Photos to Tweets, Tag Anyone in Them

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by Chris Taylor - Mar 26, 2014 - For now, the multiple photos can only be uploaded via iPhone, but Twitter said in a blog post that Android and Twitter.com functionality will follow ... You tag your Twitter friends in the picture, then the friend gets a notification.

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I got a light big freckle on the side of the mouth - it's soft with an indent there.  The makeup will cover it, and it may go away with the sunblock and showering.  I've had bigger marks before, but this 1 is in a prominent look area.

I think my oldest aunt did it.

Pay Back

Nothing wrong with other people showing their art..

But..

Pay back for telling everyone to be shorter, thinking not going over 5'6".

Getting red.

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I said

I was a Mediator and not Musical.

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I'm taking a personality test RIGHT NOW!

Please don't, but

Do you want me to .. do you want me when I still want you more?

The Apple

is the only phone that everyone is expected to have cuz it's the only basic phone out there with the most capabilities which span beyond apps and personal use.

Home

Thanks for reminding me, I want a cute house on the water in Key West, saw 1.  I want to travel between Fort Lauderdale, Miami, Key West, and New Orleans.. maybe also some places up north- but not NYC.

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I dug out a method book for voice exercising from the flood.

Why don't ya'll just *beep*

Since that n word thing in Dec 2009 people have all been real mimicy with me.  Ya'll just *beep*

*Beep*

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You will pull me away from them.

My Singing

Why is it so fake?  Do I need to read something?

Why'd they do it?

They didn't.  Teens today are the same as when I was a teen, overly calculating, like the teens that came right before.  I'm not gonna do it if I have kids.

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What'd you do

if everyone treated you Asian?  We already outfigured the monkeys.

I know what ya'll do

Ya'll hate on Asians.  I like them, but they can be mean.

Everyone knows..

..I'm not supposed to HAVE to touch an Asian.

Stupid

Quit telling me I did something wrong all day.

How Stupid

I don't wanna side with an Asian..  When I am enjoying my fragile success in being Caucasian, if an Asian is there they will be all up only in YO FACE.

I caught real net rage.

How can an Asian get in your face and all jealous of you and nasty at the same time?  That's quite an approach to think at someone like that, I'm serious, I dunno what this shit is.

Don't waste my time

telling me I have to be careful cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.  You don't even care what it's like, dum dums.

Bus to Ballet

MTRF

comes back September

Me

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Chart

IQ

IQ Test

maybe just 1

Down Town

Disney

We danced and I was so loud when we said "SPICE UP YOUR LIFE!"

Contest

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Ballet

2 of these in black

Ballet is MTRF

click! print!

plie!

The Real Reason

Is it my dad's fetishes?

Special Apology

I know I Was a little crazy.. didn't mean anything, guess you just wanna test me.  I don't do ^I'm scared so I will put someone down^ so I don't get bullied by petty wrongdoers.

I want to get discovered

singing wity Josh Groban. Make way!

When You Feel Like Wrecking All Havoc

Remember not to throw stones in glass houses.

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I Got..

..w/my aunt a stuffed snake for $11.99 @ Rainforest Cafe. top is pink and silver glitters and bottom is wildcat pattern.  I have a cute stuffed animal collection and am about to get the ty dragon, red beanie.

Anyway

What DO you expect me to do that is legal to wish upon another soul without missing your place in Heaven?

OK

Sorry, should I ignore my dad is upset in your hands you altered my brother?  My dad took care of him..

Ha Ha

Ellen, you can't get me.  I SAID IT WAS NO O F F E N S E .

GO AWAY

and leave my brother be and don't tear him down all dum like.

And No Offense

I was just concerned.  My dad is, so I am.

Yer nat

lyke yer mumma.

I will not listen

to secrets I am bad and deserve shit.  My younger aunt was nice.  My older aunt doesn't live near her, anymore.  Don't hurt her for cursing at my cousin cuz it's not as bad a rap as you made it out to be.  Hm..

Stop

Attacking us.  Prove to us you know what you're doing.  Trayin' tuh be like mamma?

Ha Ha Ha

I will talk about you all I want, despite what my younger aunt says about others.  I think she is free to be happy with herself.

Why

are they sending me stupid messages in my room.  I don't want to think like them.  They are starting to arouse me.  No one else is here.  My dad does it, too, so why help my sick mom?

My Oldest Aunt

I think she has a problem.  She took me out and kept hitting the back of my head.  OMG  *beep*  What CAN I say?

I got the message that she might have adjusted my brother.  She is in trouble for it.  Go adjust something else.

That's because it's my personality.  I'm a bit touchy of it.  I hide it.  I try to keep it and kindle it within.

Why?

Because he's a boy.

Means I'm better.  I'm better than most.

>^,,^<~

We both cat not accept the past.

I've managed to keep the new baby comfortable.

People get annoyed about giving me attention

because I look a certain way I don't like cuza my parents or used to.  Now, Spanish girls look up to me as la chica de los personas.

I don't agree.

If I deserve talent..

..why barge into my life and tell me I don't have it?

Let this be a reminder to you.

I didn't stamp my name as the devil, I'm so sorry.

There is no further explanation, as I'm in Hell myself.

Consider apologies built in, for I know something in my brain is not clockworking.

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If you want the world safe and fair racially, then why..

..try to make Asians uglier without it being connected to a reason?

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Parents are..

..so in your face about their kids.  Not mine.

What Was Said

My younger aunt said to focus on my singing and my room - so my singing.  Something in my way is worrying at all about the idea that I should be able to sing with Josh Groban with Ellen not getting in the way, like ooh Josh is scared and drives me coocoo always rubbing in this girl Ellen glorified so she wouldn't have to glorify someone old like me.

..an' I'm sorry, it has hurt me and is indeed why any of this ever happened.

Problems Problems Problems

So, the only thing is- I forget.

But all the things I've been saying..

I just saw my 2nd aunt

.. All the things I've said about others being mean to me, no one disagrees with if they did indeed do that, for if they claimed otherwise totally they'd get the same kinda treatment, if they really thought an dmeant it-

I feel superstitious

about apologizing, but whatever it is I should have tried harder to be different.

So..

..I just asked how to get booked to sing, like national anthem, concerts on TV..

I mus' be (I must be)

1 hot mamma

I know

how Josh Groban has that skinny head.

I'm sad

my older aunt seems older.  She has less hair I can tell and it seems thinner and colored differently.

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I used to be able to hold my breath longer when I sang, even though I can be pretty good at it sometimes now.  Well, not by my standards.  In a choir, that seems to be the biggest thing.  I could hold it until kingdom come.

Me

not that great

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People are acting like..

..it's inevitable I get hurt by them all the time and that it's my fault and because of me.  They are making noises in my room.

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OK, you can pass judgement on me.

I saw my psychiatrist alone on Tuesday, had a good rap really. Came home and I stomped my foot lightly as I went to my room cuz I was uptight. Nothing wrong with that. I came back and my dad acted like my babies would be *beep* I went back in and tore up my room, not really - hit my sofa and stuff, screamed, threw some things.

Earlier, I came to get supper and hid in my room so I wouldn't fight with my dad.

What is wrong with this picture? Now, my aunts are here claiming to see my sick mom. Don't know they spent much time with her, spent time just going out with me.

My dad is acting all elated. My family all hurts me. The younger aunt isn't so bad..

It started with this girl online acting like she could stimulate me but in a way I prevented. Nothing wrong with it, but it seems a terrible burden, possibly not. Who knows?

What's wrong with stomping off a little when people wronged you and being violent in the privacy of a bedroom?

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