Problem

I will not accept that Ellen is punishing me by talking about Bella Thorne.  She thinks I'm shit if I don't realize it, but she won't admit it.  I don't wanna watch her show if it's about shit.  I didn't say anyone was shit.  I don't mean anyone is.

I don't mind her talking about Bella Thorne, but I feel she is just doing it to punish me, and I'm far too good and far too old to be punished for what I think and say.  This is not your classic example of a failure.  Who cares if I cursed about the shit that was done to me?  Does she deserve to be treated better if she did it?  Why worry if I said shit about her?  Didn't she do shit to me, also?  Didn't she keep on doing it and restarting it?  Whatever she says that she's right, the whole army of the world puts her in check thinking she's wrong.