I mean..

..I feel people are going on and on pretending I am a bad person.  People all get to live on the suggestion those people are spoiled, but when will they excel?

Freedom of Speech

Mum's not the word. xxxxxx

Why

would anyone get to think I'm bad, now?  You all hurt me.  I wasn't being mean.  I got the message today that maybe I was fighting.  Maybe, that's why.  Why should I accept being mistreated?  I'm not Jesus and I don't believe in that part of the New Testament.

Why would I get in trouble

for you knowing my race?  Didn't it help people understand I have problems?  Instead, they made it worse for me.

It's like you think I don't have a shot at trying to be "the one."

Think over my 1st question|statement, 1st.

Do you wanna help me out and tell me why you think I'm different?  Johnny Depp is well-off and he is part black, with an ancestor as the 1st freed black lady.

Buses

Pale

Got a Call

U of Pheonix

Easily Figured

To get a Josh Groban tattoo is not as esteemed as looking like him in some way.  So, when you say oh but that's not a tattoo, it's not, but the tattoo isn't supposed to be the only thing that makes you a fan over all others.  So, that good feeling was for a different decision.

Roses of Apologies

Vocaroo

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How can I trust I will get a turn?

Since when was being totally nuked of strength a good sign, like people who look like they're just a bubble?  I have nothing to latch onto.  It's like I couldn't have gotten anything better down.

Like OMG do you know?

Josh Groban is trying to act like he knows the South and people from Florida don't.

If 1 thing happens for 1 reason but not for something else, it's not related.

Is there nothing to do on this earth?

Why make a girl feel something she hates?

PMing

Medicines all have side-effects, including death.

PMing

She didn't earn it. She might have been kept from it, but others are suffering.

Problem

Why do these select people mistreat me?  I am to be respected, but ya'll get mad when something about my race comes up.  This didn't happen in grade school..

I was told I passed the test.

Because I admitted I had a problem-

Note

To my aunt on Facebook posting to her sister's daughter.

Why did you post this to her wall? You know, you're not more my mom because of your age being closer to my dad. You were putting your face in mine like you were even kissing me when you visit me all mad and honestly rather tacky. You're just another person. I don't feel love for your age being close to my dad.. You're too late to do that. I'm 28.

***

I just took a test.  It's about addiction.

Below are the results from your test.


We have compared your answers with people who have been diagnosed with sex addiction. Your answers have met a score based on six criteria that indicate sex addiction is present.
In addition there are certain subscales to further confirm that a problem exists. The following patterns emerged in your answers:
•A profile consistent with women who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
•A profile consistent with homosexual men who struggle with *** compulsive behavior


The SAST measures key characteristics of addiction. The following dimensions of an addictive disorder appeared in your answers:
•Preoccupation: obsessive thinking about *** behavior, opportunities, and fantasies
•Loss of control: inability to stop behavior despite commitments to self and others and despite problems caused by behavior
•Relationship disturbance: *** behavior has created significant relationship problems
•Affect disturbance: significant depression, despair, or anxiety over *** behavior


It's clear as crystal to me.  I chose those answers.

"I have been paid for ***."

Check.