Monday, August 25, 2014
I don't get it.
I'm having troubles feeling like a kid born in 1997|8 and I feel invaded about my dad's age compared to others. It's okay to talk about it, but I'm sure this situation is and isn't perfect. Just saying. I can fix it myself. I was thinking of myself having a kid like someone born in 1997|8, not sure when that time will come, like 2009, too.
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
My dad is old enough but not too old that I talk. I'm not ye silent wonder..
Posts
Ellen DeGeneres
Posting as Christina Ann J Barrett (Not you?)
Christina Ann J BarrettMy life is revolving around you and your show starting up. There are also other plans. I mean personal things to keep 1 happy..?
Trendi Kendi · NCUHi Ellen.I am Kendra Williams. I sent you my story via email. I do hope you read it someday...I am from the island of Dominica. I would love to be a part of your show but don't have an American visa.I am sorry love your spirit.keep being sweet
Christina Ann J BarrettI know, I heard it was hard to get a VISA. America can be a mess, but I hope you are ready when you do come. :) For example, in Florida, it feels so pieced together. Not many people here with very ancient ancestors from here. I have no clue what it's like in a more united country..?
Ashley Anderton Russell · TCCKeller, TX....i need to tell u some funny stories that have haunted me my entire life. i can make them funny now...it still effects me but i'd love to meet you
Christina Ann J BarrettSounds like you've been experiencing a nice full and active life. I think I could find stories, myself. Sometimes, it's just the mood and the people you're with. LOL! See, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, and it's made me who I am today..?
No, let's talk about it more. I'm guessing Florida has the least native residents from any culture relating to the nature of the area. They dilute you and tell you your ancestry is overrated and rather dead. I don't even know what it's like there anymore, but it seems race is a big issue, like Southern European versus Mid-Northern European. See, I visited there, and I mean it looks like a spot on the map. We live more socially rather than of the city. However, what I love and find in its history is its beautiful farmland and learning what it's like up north, as my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and as anyone knows a younger mom. (Well, someone once said a young mom is 15, hers..)
I'm interested in the South, too, in the U.S. After all, it's European, like my dad. I lived there all my life. I've been up north for college, and it turned me into a Northerner. My family all moved to the South. They live in Florida..
I feel connected to you because I found that the New Orleans area had an affinity to Texas more than Mississippi. Mississippi is more like Florida.
(I hope it is okay I posted all this here. If not, let me know. Thanks!)
So, I'm gonna get into this and post it today.
So, the older kids or kids with older parents pretty themselves more basically. The younger ones look more stern in European but "feel good" and appear cute in a crowd.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
It looks like
my dreams never will come true, cuz everything is give and take.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Like dark hair but pretty. Light hair but ugly.
Movie
The girl in front when she turns and stuff looks complicated like I did at 10, which makes sense.
Why not just forget about people.
You literally tell the kids born in 1997-8 they are better. You tell us we "aren't" that.
You.. people.
You.. people.
Last Post
The little girl kicked her foot and fell into the lady who like held her up. She looked around and stuff.
What right do you have
to sort people as better or worse by the year they were born? In the picture I post on this post, the older girl looks prettier, but the younger 1 is too lazy to look more like that yet still gets a good experience, while the other is an inbetweener generation in the landmarks of generations.
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
I agree it should be like that in some way. Yet, earlier in the movie we must experience a lady who has dark reddish dyed hair from probably Southern California making sure that she also is a hero for these kids born 1997-8.
Elf 2003
Did you ever consider
non-Pennsylvanians to not be all as organized and pepped as they're cracked up to be?
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Video
Chloe keeps battling like she's older than all these people, like me, bossing me around to say to make it look good, thinking she's more Southern, though Georgia is a Southern state, different from New Orleans and Florida.
Comment on That Video
on the shorter 1
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
So.. how did Ellen react to Brittany being Floridian? I could talk about that about as much as I've talked about racism. Lotta things come up that you forget were okay.
Interesting
I don't have an extraneous problem about myself having parents not from up north cuz I heard it was bad if you didn't. I don't think that's how things ended up rolling out, as much as people seemed to deny it.
Brittany Snow is Floridian..
Sad @ My Mom
I don't want this to be it. I need someone. She seems like she's about to die. Ellen might be an excuse for others who hurt her and made her like this, or it was just the stress from the car accidents. I was upset when I saw her in glasses. I've told her to slow down. She never listened, like my brother, didn't listen to me.
So..
..I got some pills that deflect pre-diabetes and helps with diabetes. I take 12 pills, now.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
Oh, they are just natural vitamins, the pre-diabetes pills.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Singing is Farting
Remember?
Anyone who's sung significantly is Josh Groban material, but now these Late Boomer parents sheild young people from singing unless they are outta-this-world objects of pleasure.
Anyone who's sung significantly is Josh Groban material, but now these Late Boomer parents sheild young people from singing unless they are outta-this-world objects of pleasure.
Problemos
I don't want my dad's m********ing hands on me, I wanted the experience in school theater, but that teacher barely put her finger on me.
I don't mean
to be mean to anyone, but sometimes I get really mad, usually just at Ellen. Why act like, oh, I'm attracted to Ellen, must listen?
Satisfaction
What do you get for being racist to me, when you shouldn't know me as anything but white? I don't care what your heritage is and what it means to you.
Think about it, you "admit" something that isn't true.
Call someone else that who isn't.
You didn't earn your heritage. I did.
You must think you're pretty magical.
Think about it, you "admit" something that isn't true.
Call someone else that who isn't.
You didn't earn your heritage. I did.
You must think you're pretty magical.
Question
So, do you think I'm still 2 years old? I'm not uneducated on what it is to want to be white.
Friday, August 22, 2014
Think of all I was
for Tim Burton and what he did, but he never accepted it cuza my race and now the world is tortured. No offense to him. I just must report what goes unseen. I was quite impressive. I also blame Orlando. Sorry, they are and can be so sweet.
Just watch a Jewish person and see if it's good, too.
Just watch a Jewish person and see if it's good, too.
I figured it out.
I must get over my Orlando addiction. People used to be too violent to rule out those who are less than perfect.
Has anyone seen..
"What If?" I thought it'd be a nice show. It just let me know people were sarcastic to the actor of Harry Potter. I mean racist. He is Jewish, not sure how much..
The show showed an image of him with a new girl I've never seen before.
The show showed an image of him with a new girl I've never seen before.
Freaky
I said
By challenging good people, I also was not being sarcastic.
I'm sitting this 1 out.
Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things. She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"
By challenging good people, I also was not being sarcastic.
Adults online cannot hurt bad people
cuz they do it for fun but mainly because the adults are prejudiced to the real online experience cuz lotta people never got a blog and never posted much online or on the Soapbox on IMDb.
I want my job now.
I don't wanna just sit at home. The thing is I wanted to be in the military. Ultimately, I wanna be an actor, singer, ballerina. I can only seem to pick 2.
People are always
spewing negativity at me. What happened to the happy thoughts?
If I leave home since I'm an adult I will still be bothered.
If I leave home since I'm an adult I will still be bothered.
What If
Europe copied us and now has American problems? Like, coming to an end of being stimulating about something, like an orchestra, when watching it again.
The only reason I seem bad
is because my parents aren't both all white. Other people can be fancy at home. I'm home a lot.
How Could It Get in a Man?
I think Johnny Depp still is all he said he was and not worse than Tim Burton. It's so annoying he just is afraid to be it because he thinks my dad and other dads of people my age would rather us be in trouble.
Don't worry about how I posted this, like "How do I think it could get in a man?" I'm not being sarcastic.
Don't worry about how I posted this, like "How do I think it could get in a man?" I'm not being sarcastic.
I'm sitting this 1 out.
Ellen follows people who think wrong things to cope, but she shouldn't be spilling beans all over people who do right things. She challenges good people, like, "Who do you think you are?"
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Another 1 to Wish You Could Bother Chasing After
Someone keeps thinking negatively of me, but it's just "important." Like, it was that I wasn't substantial emotionally for others, but I am. I don't touch people a lot, don't get ot. I majored and was kicked out of Music Education, which pro singers can major in.
Ice Bucket
Recently, coincidentally, I swelled up and was dying to get dry under the covers I threw on me from the floor by my sofa.
I don't like this.
I'm not a slave to this girl. I don't need to sit here and zone in on someone who doesn't appreciate me. I have my own needs to be met.
So..
..these people are escalating the level of their talking about a girl to me online. 1 started, the next followed, and the other increased it. They don't really seem to have anything to say. Too bad they don't get a blog.
Also, they're just doing it to hurt me. They pretend I'm bad.
I didn't say they had to stop, I said what was going on. They seem to not really be on the ball, in some way, and I am uninterested in what this says to me. Why would I sit here at a time like this and have an intimate conversation about stupid things and things others do like that? Maybe, this post isn't for them. It's for other people.
Also, they're just doing it to hurt me. They pretend I'm bad.
I didn't say they had to stop, I said what was going on. They seem to not really be on the ball, in some way, and I am uninterested in what this says to me. Why would I sit here at a time like this and have an intimate conversation about stupid things and things others do like that? Maybe, this post isn't for them. It's for other people.
What I See
I don't see, my cousin and brother will be jealous of me, so that's why we can chose to treat her like them. I see, I don't like Christina, so I treat her like she's in trouble.
Well
You never cared what I said really. So, how could my true opinion interfere? I meant no harm.
Do you play with yourself?
Do you play with yourself?
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
I mean..
..I feel people are going on and on pretending I am a bad person. People all get to live on the suggestion those people are spoiled, but when will they excel?
Freedom of Speech
Mum's not the word. xxxxxx
Freedom of Speech
Mum's not the word. xxxxxx
Why
would anyone get to think I'm bad, now? You all hurt me. I wasn't being mean. I got the message today that maybe I was fighting. Maybe, that's why. Why should I accept being mistreated? I'm not Jesus and I don't believe in that part of the New Testament.
Why would I get in trouble
for you knowing my race? Didn't it help people understand I have problems? Instead, they made it worse for me.
It's like you think I don't have a shot at trying to be "the one."
Think over my 1st question|statement, 1st.
Do you wanna help me out and tell me why you think I'm different? Johnny Depp is well-off and he is part black, with an ancestor as the 1st freed black lady.
It's like you think I don't have a shot at trying to be "the one."
Think over my 1st question|statement, 1st.
Do you wanna help me out and tell me why you think I'm different? Johnny Depp is well-off and he is part black, with an ancestor as the 1st freed black lady.
Easily Figured
To get a Josh Groban tattoo is not as esteemed as looking like him in some way. So, when you say oh but that's not a tattoo, it's not, but the tattoo isn't supposed to be the only thing that makes you a fan over all others. So, that good feeling was for a different decision.
Monday, August 18, 2014
Like OMG do you know?
Josh Groban is trying to act like he knows the South and people from Florida don't.
Problem
Why do these select people mistreat me? I am to be respected, but ya'll get mad when something about my race comes up. This didn't happen in grade school..
Note
To my aunt on Facebook posting to her sister's daughter.
Why did you post this to her wall? You know, you're not more my mom because of your age being closer to my dad. You were putting your face in mine like you were even kissing me when you visit me all mad and honestly rather tacky. You're just another person. I don't feel love for your age being close to my dad.. You're too late to do that. I'm 28.
Why did you post this to her wall? You know, you're not more my mom because of your age being closer to my dad. You were putting your face in mine like you were even kissing me when you visit me all mad and honestly rather tacky. You're just another person. I don't feel love for your age being close to my dad.. You're too late to do that. I'm 28.
***
I just took a test. It's about addiction.
Below are the results from your test.
We have compared your answers with people who have been diagnosed with sex addiction. Your answers have met a score based on six criteria that indicate sex addiction is present.
In addition there are certain subscales to further confirm that a problem exists. The following patterns emerged in your answers:
•A profile consistent with women who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
•A profile consistent with homosexual men who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
The SAST measures key characteristics of addiction. The following dimensions of an addictive disorder appeared in your answers:
•Preoccupation: obsessive thinking about *** behavior, opportunities, and fantasies
•Loss of control: inability to stop behavior despite commitments to self and others and despite problems caused by behavior
•Relationship disturbance: *** behavior has created significant relationship problems
•Affect disturbance: significant depression, despair, or anxiety over *** behavior
It's clear as crystal to me. I chose those answers.
Below are the results from your test.
We have compared your answers with people who have been diagnosed with sex addiction. Your answers have met a score based on six criteria that indicate sex addiction is present.
In addition there are certain subscales to further confirm that a problem exists. The following patterns emerged in your answers:
•A profile consistent with women who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
•A profile consistent with homosexual men who struggle with *** compulsive behavior
The SAST measures key characteristics of addiction. The following dimensions of an addictive disorder appeared in your answers:
•Preoccupation: obsessive thinking about *** behavior, opportunities, and fantasies
•Loss of control: inability to stop behavior despite commitments to self and others and despite problems caused by behavior
•Relationship disturbance: *** behavior has created significant relationship problems
•Affect disturbance: significant depression, despair, or anxiety over *** behavior
It's clear as crystal to me. I chose those answers.
Let's all just calm down.
"I have stayed in romantic relationships after they became emotionally or physically abusive.
The Hope Line (cont.)
Coach: Regardless of what major you pursue, I want you to know that pursuing God is the most important thing you can do. Seek Him and all those majors and questions about auditions, will fall into place.
4:58 PM
Coach: His plan for you is better than any plan you could make for yourself. Follow after Him and get freedom and healing from past hurts. Ask Him to help heal you and cleanse you and surround you with peace.
4:59 PM
Christina Barrett: OK thanks :)
4:59 PM
Coach: Also, I would love to pray with you? Before we end, would you like me to?
4:59 PM
Christina Barrett: OK
4:59 PM
Coach: Awesome! I'll pray below:
5:00 PM
Coach: Father, thank you that you are peace. You are the one that calms the storms around us. You are the one that heals the hurt. Jesus, thank you that Christina came here to talk today....
5:00 PM
Coach: I pray that you would guide her towards your truth, towards the idenity that you have for her in you...
5:01 PM
Coach: You think thoughts of love towards your daughter. You give joy and healing. You know Christina has been hurt by the things she thinks other people have said...
5:01 PM
Coach: Jesus, I pray that you would silence the voice of accusation and unloving in Christina's mind. I bind those voices and thoughts that are not of you, and I command them to go. Jesus, fill those places now with your peace....
5:02 PM
Coach: Let you truth and your Spirit just wash over Christina. Let her feel your love right now surrounding her....
5:02 PM
Coach: Jesus, help Christina to forgive those in her life that have hurt her. Remove all bitterness and hurt from her soul and mind....
5:03 PM
Coach: You know that she is studying music God and that she wants to get auditions but doesnt believe that she can do it. Lord, I pray that you would give Christina such a hunger for you that she would seek you first before all that...
5:04 PM
Coach: Jesus, give her wisdom and a perspective from your point of view concerning her life. Speak truth to her. We command the confusion to be gone in the name of Jesus....
5:04 PM
Coach: Surround Christina with peace Jesus, complete peace and let her know that you love her and want to make her new: new mind, new heart, new idenity....
5:05 PM
Coach: Father as she reads, I pray that you would speak to her through your Word. Loud and clear, let your truth just hit her heart and heal those places of hurt....
5:06 PM
Coach: Jesus, protect Christina from things that are not of you. Remove those things that are not of you from her and from her environment. Bless her today with peace. Help her also as she goes to these other websites. Let her be encouraged there...
5:06 PM
Coach: In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
5:06 PM
Christina Barrett: Amen.
5:07 PM
Christina Barrett: Thank you so much! You are such a highly intelligent being!
5:07 PM
Coach: Im glad you came in to talk today and that we got to pray together!
5:07 PM
Christina Barrett: :) Keep it that way and get better.
5:07 PM
Christina Barrett: Yes!
5:07 PM
Coach: Thank you Christina! that is so kind. Check out those websites okay?
5:07 PM
Christina Barrett: OK :)
5:07 PM
Christina Barrett: Bye!
5:07 PM
Coach: byee! :)
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