Tuesday, July 29, 2014

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Girl I Remember, Dodi Nolan (with bangs)

If you took down what I earn

Why does that just happen to me?  Racism.  I won't accept that aspect.

Problem

So, Bella Thorne's mom is celebrating thinking I deserve nothing to make me look like a fool rather than just smile about her daughter?

I didn't do it, I just posted it on my blog, so I'm not bad.  It's not a big deal, but she's the 1 who thinks it.  Anyway, I bet it's also going around now with the pathetic people I won't date.

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Up

I slept for 8 or 9 hours.  I start taking the bus now rather than disability door service.  Gotta sleep again..

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I thought you whites knew everything about being Asian.

You act like it. So do blacks.

Now, you are jealous? You don't know anything about race?

And yes that's me pictured.

A REAL IMMORTAL GODDESS

Kids

I dunno, there's 3 boys so far who are really attractive who I might have a chance with, 1 is ***, 1 seems like a hermit, and the other I'm just worried about past "vows" not staying.

And I am poly******, so welcome Bella.

Weird

You think I have to have everything perfect or I will be upset or squeamish.

Well, it was kinda a big thing to think.  I am not asking for attention for my being given the equal opportunity, but I expect to make a couple friends.  Go worship someone who "took the right path" like Bella.  Maybe, we were all pretty kids, too, but she seemed more focused on being like meek or something.  I can't believe, though, how dramatic her transformation was from being a baby.  It's too bad they didn't try and keep her hair that light like her skin.  I dunno, though, some girls like being able to have dark hair and dye it like they were born with it to show off but still feel the drama of having "dark" hair.  What should we do?

Also, some people just look pretty but are just "full of" "air."  It was like the last minute touch, not a part of them.

So, explain

Ellen just gets mad easily to look dramatic, no reason to find out?

You all can't do

what ya'll cant do.  Go around and make everything about me being upset that you think is bad to make me upset and it won't be right.  Get cornered and be poked at!

i spy

with my eye
a fly

i'll try
and not cry

i'll reply
go up the sky

Weird

That's "literally" happening to Bella Thorne that other people just aren't jealous of?  And why would someone like me be a bad guy?  I never grew up in check like that.  Ya'll just jealous.  I've already gone on Facebook and am finding new things.  }:D  I know I can talk to someone and not feel constantly attacked.  I'm not the sole winner.  I always was a sharer.  Wanna real duel?  It won't be me.  What have I got?  I got things I like, and then there's such a thing as following me around to each thing so that I feel belittled and not bi and tri friended.

Let me bridge out after all that thoguht of all us and think of what's going on.  The other people did this to me to be in trouble.  I'm following the messages of others like I'm counting the cars on a train.  I've done that before, too.

Hm, what can we do for Bella Thorne?  She eats like crazy, fast food, and she exercises now each day.  Try things like smoothies.. soup!  Those will make you beautiful!  See, I just did it.  I always am into not being the only 1.

So, is this message thing supposed to feel like it includes a punishment?  No, it's just someone else who has to hold their own.

I don't need to bide my time.

I probably need to exercise again.

Also, you experimenters aren't in for the better good if you disapprove of me really talking to people who care about me in this situation, singers with heritage in Europe.

How would you feel..

if just 1 or 2 people wanted all your "gifts" from you?

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The teens today will get poly********* legal, more than 2 people living together. That's what I want now. Marriage is a bind for children.

I think marriage is different than looking for a civil partnership. It is different from friendship and motherly love.

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Another lose person in check.

You can't say that you watch people and be mean to me on purpose instead.  Like, someone else is more pampered, so pretend that's what it is when you hurt me, like I just don't need pampered so you try to knock the light outta my eyes for ^something I ^said^^.

How She'd Say It, in My Defense

"How can he put someone, that other girl, over me?"

It's not safe to hang out.  Why tell me someone is better?  We're all the same.  What's the point in saying I'm worse than other people, what's the point as in a literal question?  I mean, how can 1 person be better than another?  I'm not some weirdo, neither.  I don't say I'm better to hurt people.  Did my statement not make sense to anyone?  I hope what I've said is okay.  It's not worth important people's read, though..

If you easily think about this 1..

..I see someone has it in their nature to throw away good relationships, any at all, using the whims of others in my life.  You don't do this to others.  My feeling is you are racist.  You blame me for things I did as a toddler, even.  You think I "don't go in" for my parents.  My dad doesn't want me to be as good as him, all proper and stuff.  My mom isn't even a mushy person.  I don't know what you're looking for here, but it makes no sense and you're not getting away with it.

I don't know what to do if no one listens.  Ellen is a threat to anyone nice to me.  Can we just overlook this?  I overlook a lot..

About "going in" again, you know it wouldn't be stupid mushy shit, you'd hold your own.  My parents look like they want me to feel like I'm stupid and stimulated by their genes being different.

BIG QUESTION

Why do you have to put Bella and I in an order and knock me down just cuz you met her or believe I am not that nice?  Most people agree outwardly I am.  I don't want to overshadow people.  I just want to be the best person I can be.  That includes feeling good feelings and doing stuff.  Everyone should figure this out for themselves.

May I ask you to stop

making my lady feel like hurting me?

They are saying I have something and I gotta give it over.  No one cares about just 1 person's dreams.

When you say that..

..You can't just say some innocent person is not the most ***y.  If someone is going to extreme wrong means means they are that in the spoiled sense.

Oh wow..

..like she already knows what the world does for her is a joke.  They set her up like no one else in the world is as ***y as she is.

I'm fed up

with this
I want to follow this girl for her successes, not run into things like this. I think I am mad at her and not to whom she gets to allude to. She probably doesn't like doing this. She keeps getting rowdy and misses the point of doing anything in this.

Check my story.

I updated it, if you read it..

Problem

Ellen does treat Bella like a brat or she made others do it.  She had the feeling, but she didn't act upon it.  Bella has an obsessive compulsive trait of thinking there can only be 1 perfect person in the world.

and

it does not matter to you 1 iota what I'm thinking, you're like a machine that infiltrates hatred into my body.  You all decided to do it.

So, what?

It's Ellen and no one else or everyone else but not Ellen though the later will not happen?

It doesn't matter "what" I did.  In all honestly, only some certain kind of person would sit there and be mad at what someone did and not what they think now.

Let me insert this argument, again. I was cursing about the noises in my room and had to curse at my dad on my blog cuz I have no escape but so I won't curse at Ellen, though I slipped and apologized.  I was writing a lot, and she put the noises there.

Ugh, will you stop, will you??

I think you've already made your point known to a vast majority of others.

All Right!

So, disciplining someone else is still a mean joke about me?  Not for all readers, but some will be interested in the truth.

Monday, July 28, 2014

Story

There was a beaytiful le

There wa a

There was a beautiful lavender house with gold jewels decked on it.

In there, a young girl named Samantha lived.  She was 7 with mousy hair and gray blue eyes.  She had a little gray kitten with blue eyes and stripes.  She lived in a room with a grayish carpet.  She would often lie in a small subroom and go in a little cave of it.  Kitty had a home and place with warm milk, cream, rat meat, etc.  She had a cooler full of them and a heater.  Her hair was already in layers at 7 with bangs.  She was pretty mature for her age, it seemed.  She had a lotta nice experiences, already, in the outside world.

There was a girl named Christina who had darker hair, it just so happened, and eyes, but fair enough skin but with some tan, like on her forearms.  She had on a yellow dress for the park with her petticoats, etc., in white.  She was 18 years old, just turned an adult officially.  She used to reminisque in days past.

In this place people lived together in clans, and in this house now only was 1 child.

Christina walked along the crystal lake and was thinking of dipping her feet in when along came a prestigious-looking man named Josh Groban.

"My lady," he bowed. "Your age, miss?"

"18, just turned 18, my what a lovely day," she relayed.

He stepped forward immediately and he put his arms around her sleek waist, "Eight - teen??" he replied.

"Yes," she bowed her head, "How old you think I look?!" She laughed and giggled.

"It doesn't matter now," he told her and looked down at her mellowly.

"Come, let us get ready for the fair!" she cried, and off they went hand in hand.

Chrstina came back, and she picked up Samantha in her arms and said, "Today!"

The caravan was set, and Christina was in charge.

Josh Groban catually played with Samantha and some other girls around 10, who seemed much bigger.  Christina looked back once out of the corner of her eye and winked.  Josh Groban smiled at Christina.

They made came in a wood and surrounded themselves with fire.  The older adults calmed their whiney brats! Christina saw a wolf beyond the fire and said, "It can't get atch'ou. (at you.)"

"I thought we were gudda (gonna) die," said a young girl of 8, and Christina picked her up until she calmed down, then fed a snack to the kids who were 7, 8, and 9.  The rest helped themselves.

The next day, they continued and got there at 4.

Christina spent time leading and assuring others.

Finally, she went on a ride, the tunnel of love, never seen that before.  It was crazy in there, more than Disney.  This ain't no cardboard boxes or puppets dangling on wires.  This wa ill-llumination!

Christina said, "Nope, I ain't goin' on no ferris wheel."

She had her arms folded and stood apart from her peers.

"Aw, come on," a younger boy said and came up and hugged her.

"Oh, no, not with you!" she expressed.

"What about me?" mentioned Josh Groban.

She looked through to him and said, "Let's see what else is here."

There was a rocking ship, something that went straight up and down, and a ship that went upside down.

"OH F*** NO!" said Christina.

She agreed to do the coaster, and coast it she did.

IT was time to go home now.  When they got back, Christina decided to tidy up the house, which didn't need much cleaning.  She played with little Samantha, as well.  Tried to teach her to be a lady.

The witches dispersed from the land because real danger came, people were getting older, and they had responsibilities.  Christina was going to stay with the mother witch Elly.  She had 2 children to care for.  She was more interested in Josh Groban and ended up with him.  Instead, a girl named Ella actually stayed with her.  She had some friends, as well, and Elly would let her see them.  So, with the other young adult witches went Christina.  She ended up working hard as she had to get different things done and led a life or promise of the comfort she expected and the challenges she longed to face.  She kept the house neat, she worked with other witches to sometimes find meaning in life, sometimes to check over the physical labors that were being performed, and other things.

Christina was allowed to go to Africa, and burst out to Josh to ask if he'd come.  They gathered the rest, and they all went.  They made a safe house and available to them were some fruit trees and a stream of fish.  There were some people who shipped back and forth between places and made sure they had everything they needed.  They didn't know how long they'd be at this place.

They 1 day wore armor and came in a vehicle.  They managed to keep their distance but told the other people living there that they came in peace and gave them gifts of fine silks.

They became friends, and they told them they lived where there were indians, and they smiled and showed a great interest, though they were not indians themselves.  They taught them what they knew of the Catholic religion.  They shared food.  They learned their language.

Finally, it came, Christina wanted to marry a blonde guy, and he was right for her.  They had a baby with blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes.  She was perfect!  She was all they wanted.

Josh was jealous, so Christina had another girl with him.  She very much was into the spirit of the place.  Josh wanted more kids, and she said to find another.  Anyway, this daughter had curly, white hair, the most beautiful curls ever.  Her eyes were like sapphire.  Her skin did glow.  Her nose was beautiful, and Christina smiled wide.

She had her 2 daughters, Cindy and Mindy, a year apart.  They were perfect together.

1 day, they moved back, when their daughters were 2 and 3.  They got a Victorian home in England.  They were, after all, part English and other European ethnicities.  The daughters attended a boarding school but were allowed to live at home, as many places had boarding schools.  It was customary for the girls not to be as social and "stuck together."  Christina remembered doing well in her 1 room schoolhouse.

Josh lived with her, but the blonde went away at sea and had a home with the boys, too.  So, Josh raised both girls along with other kids of other friends.

Exciting things happened for Christina at work.  She was able to study to end war and crime.  They were pretty safe.  They didn't own anything that was worth much but the house that would be no use if burned down.

Lazy times
Silly rhymes
Songs like chimes
As good as crimes

The summers went by and so did the years.  Christina did admit their had been little point in life, not many people to talk to as an adult.  She was only slowly getting to know Josh, who was social with many others, though not her.  Finally, Ella returned and Josh spent a lot of time with her, as she liked, how he held her and loved being ***y and hanging out for some reason where there was water.  christina decided they were to move to the sea, so that meant for them going down to Spain.

They all lived there, and the girls had so much fun.

Christina, now a woman, stepped out onto the dock and as a girl once she did look out into the great abyss.

Me! .. Me! .. Me!

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Bella Thorne

How presumptuous.  I am not a bad preson.

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Jersey Boys

They were too afraid of prejudice to make it seem like life today is shittier in any way at all.  Surrounded by the shit of prejudice.
My dad is an S**.

Problem

This poster is making fun of me thinking I'm h****.

So..

..you've gotten my fam closer to fame than me.

Should I be locked up

and get into better shape so people will be attacted to me and I not seem to be in any sort of weird trouble then?  Is there some record that says you should not meet anyone while recovering from some anger issue when you take 2 other pills but not the anger 1?

Who WANTS trouble?

I GOTCHA NOW LEAVE ME ALONE

But

It can make you mad.  Cool!

Drinking

What if it didn't really destroy more brain cells?

My dad

should not be so possessive of me at this age.  None of ya'll's dads are shit like this to me.  I don't mean he's shit.
I'm not using my dad nor Gramma for my *** needs now.

I feel

I just want my dad to get away.

My mom and brother already leave me alone.

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Listen to Music or Watch a Movie

Listen to Music
Watch TV
Watch a Movie

just an animal watching time go by under a silly summer sun

Am I a 2nd

Rachel Maddow?

My dad told me who she was.

If everyone is bad as a personality

why say only me is bad and everyone else is good?

I mean, like, everyone was mad say or it was right for a reason such as this.  Whatever reason you think mean people from the 80s and 90s are for.. I can't concentrate.

Where Ya'll Err

So, I never was safe?  I always had a reason, but the outcome-

So

Why do you think imagining people are cartoons in violence is condemnable?  I see you think more than things like that are.  I see you can't talk about it.  I see it shouldn't matter.

Posting @ Those Girls?

I know it's out of the norm, but I know that means it's good.

I don't understand.

How am I bad?  I have people watching me, but other than that, why do I feel I did something?  My parents didn't take care of my physical health, AT ALL.  Nor send me to a school that made any sense in its purposes.

Oh, I see..

people other than me have different qualities that add to something such as the "Jax" culture.

Even

healthy chips made of peppers made me feel sick.

Problem

Now, I feel I've ^said something^ and feel misjudged but "off," business done..

I remember now..

..they have wrong racial barriers.  If you were been racist to elsewhere, too.  They try to fix it.

That's a sad thing to have to say..

I think she was using culture from somewhere else to insult Josh Groban and his sanity and didn't have a positive feeling.  She should not be discriminated against.  It looks like she is.  Maybe, that was why she warned us.  You know, people from Jacksonville are mean but not better.  I am not fully "from" there myself.  If you meant like Saint Augustine too and do I love it of course, who wouldn't?  Everyone should be able to be from where they all wanna be!

Can someone explain

the sanity of the lady who claims she's "from" Jacksonville?  Let's just say she's probably not.

Is it a sin

for your eye flaps to pulsate in your view??

Have you heard of getting

more better attention for no reason literally?  What no reason literally means just because, because everyone is special and you want it, despite others can't have it.  I feel that way.  I want out.

Look at these people..

..getting all excited..

What do you think of these people? They're all either annoying and crass or a silly, big baby. Nothing you can rest thinking. Just a bunch of modern-freaks.

Should I exchange..

..my hamster for a bird??

I guess..

..she is being defensive, then.  I liked her, though.  Why should 1 person take my place.  There are plenty of people who can all take my place at the same time along with me.  I got more than just her.

I like talking to others.

:|

Next!!

"Anyway, yes, we still want to be famous and ya'll don't seem to deserve it, to be honest for debate's sake."

What did you do to deserve it over us?

"Nno~"


This poster is trying to be suggestive to me. Supposedly, someone told her to insult me, but that's past the point..

Anyway, yes, we still want to be famous and ya'll don't seem to deserve it, to be honest for debate's sake.

Or maybe ya'll threw away your privacy sooner.  Ya'll've said what ya'll've said and you just sent me another insult.  Oh, wait, it's a mixed message..  Say what you say.. and don't come back, come back.
Is it smarter to speculate on that which is not said and which is not claimed to be true?

Is it true..

You make a fuss about your race in order to make an even bigger fuss of someone else's?

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And yes

I has seen all the High School Musicals..

I should not be in trouble

for my friends who chose to be cute by being mean.

OK, I have positive thoughts..

Did you listen to the music from Jersey Boys?  The instrumental parts sound good.  Well, that was my college major.

Let's say this.

Tim Burton and Josh Groban, thinking Tim Burton..

See, he has acted like the ringleader in some issues with me

..are silly babies.

Also, Josh Groban has some nice things to offer.  He should be paid, but I fear he will be dissed by people I look up to.  Come on, get in the dirt.  I guess you're not cuz you are gonna do it.  I mean discuss the issue.  I forget, no one talks to me.

Message to My Fav Poster

You know, I told my old music teacher happy Superbowl and she hasn't readded my new accounts since, and she loved me so much. Same with my other music teachers. What hypocrites.

Serious Question

Why would you bring into the life if your family the shit of your mom when we already don't wanna see her?

Let me dissect this for you, the term "shit" is meant to be funny any dodo should know.  It's not saying, "Ah, you ARE shit."  Everyone has a shit side.  We deal with our shit.

We do like seeing her, but we prefer to be alone.  :|

If..

..you dare to mutilate my body not by my choice, I see you dare not touch others.  That means I am not weaker but more picked on and need more time alone and away so you won't have the opportunity to "grace me with" such "presence."

Sometimes, if you're really good at something

like a Tinkerbell who can do ballet in the Disney World Main Street Electrical Parade, you aren't really embarrassed though it is an issue, an issue of importance and, that is, for you.  No hard feelings, from me, of course.  If you chose that you do not or you do not like how I write, now's a time for some reflection on whether or not you would be able to get along with me.  I was merely expressing a point in normal wording and with my own opportunity for flair, unrelated to the fact I said it, though.  It is important to me to know what people are doing giving me a hard time with how I might continue to write.  I always like to polish it up and dumb it down.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

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Apologies

I should say sorry to 1 person for slipping.  I feel pressured to be mean to people I like.  I have a whole lot else to be sorry for, too, though.

So

I just got a small tan, gray, and white hamster.

I saw Hercules with my dad.  I always sit in the very front.

You sure went through Hell a lotta and back again

making your teen kids feel comfortable like p***.

Do you feel

people like Ellen are losing it, literally, like I think she made 1 browser not work and so I am using 1 where I have to manually take out spaces when I post on my blog.  Also, my iPod, I have to press a certain button to see what song is on shuffle.  I said Ellen once cuz I think she did it.  I've suffered feelings in incompetence with my hand.  I think they just made a noise and made me feel worse.  I find this sort of treatment a hint at incompetency.

And they are telling me that I should be hurt if I do not submit to their torturous treatment.  I saw Ghost Adventures in a torture chamber for the 1st time today, too.

I don't mean to be too nitpicky saying my hand was irritated, like everything must be perfect.  It might get better.

No one seems to

have a sense of family with my mom but seem mighty curious....

Did anyone ever threaten you

that only smart people got As in school and took AP courses?  I haven't.

Can you believe

people would be so discouraging as to people who didn't have the same opportunity as others?

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Religion

Josh Groban

Bow down to your Buddah, me, Christina Barrett

Silly Billies

Go away
Go away
Go away and leave me alone
Go away
Go away
Go away to-day

People Worship

skinny Asians.  Am I still skinny?  No, I got outta that.  I wanna get back in shape somehow.  I know some possible ways.  If I got enough money soon to spare for eating out, like at Nature's Table, I might be happy.  I am trying to learn to cook more.  The jogging has helped, even though I pigged out on a huge chocolate cake I got for us.  I jogged like over an hour twice in 1 day.

Question

If someone was acting special for someone Asian, why would you think it's a miraculous thought to say that dealing with an Asian is also good for someone Caucasian because it gets it out of the way?  I'm quite versed in that sorta thinking.  It just means you have not come to terms with anti-racism and multiculturalism, the root term being "diversity."

Redundant

Watching Josh Grobon legally on YouTube.

If I was royal

You would go to court and be thrown in a jail cell.

I know the only exception to your rules

are if it's an opportunity to hurt me, so-  I don't trust you, and I'm allowed not to, and I think you don't love me yet are very personable.

Most of my room

is clean!

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